Today with Digital Currency

Thank you May 10, 2023,  it seems that today i got to deliver another good message to my employees and hope they will do great and have value in what they do.  I feel like work for them is a step to go thru life and achieve their dreams.  While i am grateful that everyone should feel that way we should all aim to be better and help one another.  as the last blog i have written about how a group of few tries undermine the whole.  I have been watching those digital currency and trying to understand how Block chain works.  It boils down to simple understanding of trust and usage of a certain Currency.  As my simple understanding of a currency as more people uses a certain currency the value of such will increase.  As simple economics says that resources are finite and have operating expenses to get them.  So lets do simple way how the world should use digital currency.  As government, do need to have to power to control the currency as issuing more or doing others.  The real problem is monitoring the usage of a certain currency.  Currently as the currency valued when the currency could be used as an exchange to other goods.  China proposing a different use of reserve currency and the middle east pushing gold and oil as standard bearer we are now in the situation that the USD or the Government who manage the USD is not being given trust as they continue to print the currency like Zimbabwe.  

If they could manage to Convert the whole world in Digital currency, certain freedom should be promised to the whole world.  As currency is the means of exchange, no government is allowed to block and hold any person's digital currency,  all Digital currency is insured and will be replenished by the government managing it.  Lastly in an event of block out there should be a rule in which how the digital currency should be monitored when there is internet. 

With those freedom of exchange rules, we should eget to a certain technicalities that we should apply, resources currency - Gold, Oil ,and other rare minerals, everything of that Calibre should be listed on the block chain, all Money supply at current launch of a certain currency is the start of the government holding of the currency.  This start for example is 100 then with 100 gold.  we can derive the value of that currency to get gold is 1:1.  Now we should add the value system to it.  The value of a certain currency is base on number of transactions that each type of currency is being exchange, for example if the fiat currency is exchange 1Million times then there should be a multiplier in which the value of that currency is the economy and we can derive the value of exchange from the base x multiplier.  then the currency Value so if the currency amount transacted total is 1Billion then x the million times it was exchange we can derive the value of the currency vs the other currency.  Then ofcourse we should do a denominator to reduce the calculation for the economy value.  So example country a have issued 1000 pcs of fiat coin, and recorded 10 transactions , with a total value of 5000.  then we can value the economy to 50000.  vs the other country B which issued 1000pcs of fiat coin, recorded 5 transactions with a total value of 35000, then we can derive the exchange rate of the 2 currency against each other.

Government should also earn from each trasaction that will be the tax rate, it will also add to the value of the currency and economy.  This way each counrty cant just value their currency to the value they prefer or print freely as they want.  it will have a ripple effect.  Then we can also allow the government a certain value in which how much money supply they can influx thru the economy as they want 2% growth hence if the economy trasacted a 2% growth they can add 2% more of the money supply per year if they prefer, so 1000 fiat 2% will be 20, then the money supply is 1020 now.  They can use the added money for infrastructure to add to the economy.  Ofcourse as the economy grows and the money value trasaction grows bigger, the resource currecy have a vurning mechanisim as it is being used to the economy and create more goods.  the trasactions and amount will be the GDP growth and as the money fiat keeps on increasing the resource will be consume and the supply is base on production and also the trasaction and supply left.  The value of the resource currency will be determined and each currency can freely trade with each other.

That way if ever a certain government tries to manipulate a certain block chain, they will not be able to cuase they need 90% of the whole world to change the block chain to fit their needs.  This will full proof the value of currencies.  taxes should not be on income but in usage of the currency.  each transaction the receiver will be deducted a certain tax rate or usage fee this way the givernment have their tax and does not need to monitor their citizens.  It will be automated and everything is digitalize.  The banks serve as intermediaries so that the servers will not be busted and safeguard from hackers.

Today With Threat

Thank You May 9, 2023,  being busy in the past months and unable to say thank you for a lot of stuff.  I finding a lot to be thankful for and namely lady luck is going by my side.  Thabk you for young blood and old vlood staff who continue to help me make a business run consistently despite all the challenges that keeps on piling up.  Thank you for the online phenomenon that help me a lot.  Thank you for the opportunity and growth that been happening to me.   Problems are now challenges due to the nature in which i would like the consistency of how to get the business to run smoothly.  As i ponder this i am now in premise in which a change of world order is needed to keep everything in checked.  

Countries do have governments that have officials do stuff for their own benefits and runs the government to their ways to make it favor their own agenda.  Its true that some democraxies are not build the same way and the forefathers have taught of what will happen if you lose these principles.  They made the core principle of Freedom.  Its very well written and its now even tested till today with the woke culture and other cancel cuture.  It seems like the people who really taught of freedom and for the people did their jobs in creating a very well written document that its hard for others to break.  Even within they are trying to break, they do all the corrupt things just to make the goodness turn into their favor.  This will cause their economy to break and lose power.  This interm will make them learn that if your officials keep on doing whats a certain few enjoy or benefit.  The system will turn to themselves and break in the process .  The process that will make everyone benefit not only the few.  With this in my own opinion i see that as the few makes concious effort to benefit from their actions without thinking for the greater good.  They will suffer the most, as when their power weakens and they try to bully others to keep their power strong.  Others have already known this and will not fall for their tricks this time regardless of what they say.  Trust is broken, as the fiat system they created is base on trust and as more people lose trust in that currency, the currency will lose value and their economy will eventually balance off with the world and their economy will work well to benefit the majority.  

As i see whats happening, the USD  needs to lose their value around half to make their economy working well again.  Too expensive is whats happening to their economy as all the past economy think that they can just print out paper IOU to make progress.  They are the one who created the system that They should create real value as each entity should produce something that a lot of people need to survive.  Example is Gas and energy.  When they try to lower the value of a certain gas to benefit them, the economy will punish them more are they feel like printing more is easier and they could do get real resources out of just printing sometbing as IOU.   When some group of people realize how the system should work and keep the system run consistently and run smoothly regardless how people in the future will break it then the Capitalism that the fore fathers created will now run smoothly and benefit more people.

I really hope that everything will work out fine cause the only thing needed to happen is to devalue the USD as their currency does not amount to much really.  They have created a artificial demand and value that makes their currency as shiny and valueble but with emergence of Technology and more understanding how economy and capitalism should work.  I really hope that eveyone in the world will benefit.

Today With New 2023

Good Day January 5, 2023

Thank You so much for a wonderful 2022, it may not be perfect but learning how to appreciate the inperfection is something.  I am afraid to move forward as my current feelings about life is changing.  I feel like hardships that are about to come are much more harder and i might not be prepared for it.  I would like to summarize that the year 2022 was quite a year.  Having all my sacrifices materialize to something worth while.  It feels like i have acomplished something and a relief that everything have finally come my way.  Its like i have been asking for apples and finally it came and i was so estatic about it that i dont know how to move forward or how to look for the next apple.

Keep thinking of new ways to improve and the levels are in the game is like getting challenging and more rewarding.  This 2023 i would like to wish to have a better of everything.  More Money, More opportunities and More Earnings to make my life better in a lot of ways.  This 2023 have a lot of things to look forward to. I am afraid that i might enjoy too much the apple that i ate all of it and forgot that i will be hungry in the future.  I am afraid that i would enjoy too much and i would not move forward.  

thinking of it makes me paralyze and would have a hardtime to move forward and improve.  the Last year i also helped a friend who fell into the abyss and trying her best to come back.  While my one foot is still on the abyss and trying to let her grab my leg so that she could find her way.  I am also afraid that i might fall thru the abyss and not like to come back.  Its really hard to face life with full of optimism.  Face life with more positivity and try to enjoy life while alive.  There are what ifs in life that are always on yhe back of my mind and lately they are not going front of my mind.  This is good for the past couple of months but today i am writing due to being afraid that i might not be able to do something in this new scenario or new level of life.  I am really hoping for the best but I am really afraid that i might not get to have all the best things in life.  

Today with Deserve

Good day April 30, 2022 Thank you for letting me get away with what i deserve.  Thabk you letting me realize a lot of stuff. Thank you for letting me learn and grow further.  Realizing that Mothers love their child equally and sees love differently applied in each.  I would say that Humans are really interesting, their motivation to get they want and try their best to change things.  My main focus on fixing stuff is to make everything work smoothly.  In my eye i see my mothers's decisions are soley base on her imposing authority or will.  Its more on controlling cause she feels like my plan and decisions are too controlling and her authority is being challenge.  Currently the blue print for the renovation is already set and only slight adjustments are made to fit the gerneral idea of the house which is making sure to live comfortably and smoothly without any problems in environment and people's tendency.  That is my sole vision.  My mother have different way of thinking and her way is just to make sure when she likes it to happen cause she likes it.  The simple idea is the second floor will be her unit while on the 3rd floor will have another unit for my sister's family to live in.  The architech main building plan is from top to bottom which is nice and good.  My mother focus to entice my sister to live on top if ever she choose too.  She would find ways to change stuff to fit the vision of my sisters desire and to hasten the building of the 3rd floor.  Its too much details to give points but the summary of this is she is trying hard to make it looks that the house is build on her daughters vision.  I have told them from the start thea the house will be walls and they would need to fill it with items to make it beautiful and pretty base on their vision.  Its not me or the architect to make her designs come true but we will make the house to be build to have an opportunity to make her vision come true.

Mindset is very hard to change in which each person have their own ways of thinking.  That i realize that my sister still feels she is not capable of making her designs.  Thats a very big problem.  As time goes by she is anxious that her visions are not built by the people.  I intentionally said no visions are build by the construction cause its really hard for them to visualize the stuff and workers then to delay stuff to benefit them.  All in all everyone is on the edge and I am really pissed with everything thats happening cause no one is seeing what i am seeing.  They are not moving sinple enough to make stuff better and fast.  They want build in devices which i dont like.  The more built in the more stuff they feel like its not built base on their designs.  If they buy the items and put it and measured it they would feel they have built their own home.

Many people dont understand the simple is the best and most complex things.  simple designs simple instructions are the best.  Any complex or visions should be made and manufactured by themselves not telling them without any context

Today with Axie

Good day April 27, 2022

Thank you for having me still wake up and have the energy to ontinue.  I should have written something but i was not able to wrtie about the stuff i am getting anxious off.  This axie crypto game was an investment i tried to go with to have an exposure to investment that might improve and earn more money.  I also tried to buy another crypto and invested in it and hope that it will pick up.  I invested all the moeny i earned from another investment to hope that it will grow.  I took a 1% stake and business was going well and good for now.  I left some of the profit to cover me.  With all this i have make my mindset about investing and continue to grow my finance.  Its really hard cause seeing majority of my investment are not picking up the pace i prefer and Reach a certain age.  I understand that we should go on our own pace and Age is just a numerical value on how long you been alive while the earth orbits around another celestial body.  It does not entails how much more time you left or how young is your body is.  this time 2022 in the philippines election is coming and everyone is also anxious on which canditate will win and bring a better future to the philippines.  One candidate have a bad reputation in the past and also have some unexplained happening during his father's time as president.  Another candidate claiming that she will is the right candidate as she tells the world that in the past 30 years after this first candidate father ruin the philippin their batch of friends made the philippines better.  Another candidate who have been the aftermath of both reigns of 30 years slow growth and 20 years unexplained rumors that drives this man to run for the top position in the government.  Every candidate seems like my investments.  They seems nice when they are selling themselves but when the people decide the one the investments wont budge to greatness or boom.   looking at these scenario i feel like all people are buying hope for a better future or lifestyle that they can make everything they want in the future.  

Having 20 billion dollars cash liquidity in your bank accoutn might give you worry of inflation that is currently happening in the world but again is capitalism working and economics will always be efficient.  We only hope that we got to ride the efficient train and reach our destination with overflowing with money or while traveling your life money comes easy and plenty.  I been in the province and saw the community there needs to improve and make it more efficient.  The money earned in the community will determine the efficiency of the things doen and measuring it is quite hard.  Time is a factor cause we dont know when will the efficiency be seen and felt.  Thats why when we wait for the efficiency its also a natural way but we dont have control.  its seems that today and everything happening here in the philippines is the cause of all past presidency and the last president we got seems to manage his presidency well.  The thing is we will feel it after his term not during.  During his term present effect like this pandemic management is done in a very good way in my eyes.  Criticizing while there are problems is good but how we criticize is the key.  Just saying that it is done wrong but nat telling why its done wrong and why it happen will no give support to the reporter or candidate.  The after effect have been fixed and now we are doing better and it seems the current president is in control.

Today with Chapter

Good day October 17, 2011,

Thank you for a nice day, I am glad that I have enough capital to earn 10 billion dollars. Even though others might have a faster time to earn it but I may say this way means a lot more. My friend decided a chapter in his life and her life to try to live in other place that might be good for their future. They have some dilemma of reputation over future. My take is always look forward and see it as an experience. This might be best for them cause it's the obvious path to take. Loving someone need a jump of faith while planning for a future needs certainty. Poker and life is the same, in poker you must be sure while life you need to explore. That's why I have decided that I will be a professional Poker player before I am 30 years of age.

It's quite late but like I always say better late than never. I am really happy if they push thru with their plan. They would not be role playing but it would be real. That should spice things up for them. I really hope they would do family planning. It's the best thing having a child but being prepare is what the child needs.

I am working towards my goal regardless of what others might think.

Today with Brainwashed

Good day February 5, 2013,

Thank you for giving me a very good profitable day. I also thank that I still have my car and profiting equities. I came about an understanding that life is really interesting and it always depends on you. My life could be summed up in one word and that is "Lucky". Lucky cause I am in a situation which is has bountiful opportunity and a situation that would also be rewarding if ever I choose to just stroll along. Time is really essential, each person do have a certain time attached to their lives. People who tend to love life too much would like to extend and cling to it as much as possible.

I would like to tell a story about my brother. He often say his life is never going to be the way he like it cause his mom which is our mom controls it. He also explain why his predicament is the way it is now cause he got the short end of the stick. I would explain why his life is never the way he envision it cause he doest really put his heart and work into it. His capabilities and limitations are the 2 things that hinders his success. He mind is full of crap that he thinks he is currently doing the best possible scenario in his life and its the best it could get. He would say that needs more help from others and he would need more support for what he needs and like. The facts are that he doesn't understand the fact that he is the real problem of his predicament. He blames our mom for his limitations and blames on my mom if what he did not turn out the way he wish. He relays others skill to achieve a certain stature or result. Then he takes credit by reaping the benefits of others hardwork. He blames others don't support his idea that why it fails. He needs to understand other people only help it means the main job is for him to do. A clear metaphoric example when a person takes an examination. He needs to study and put work others would only help by study groups and reviews. He would rather pay someone to take the exam. His reason is his brain is much more important for that. I would simple tell him that his brain can't even comprehend such an exam he might as well find other dream to persue. In real life he often blame lack of capital when his managed business is not going anywhere. He blames the economy and hard times to why he manages a business that doesn't grow fast enough to cover his expenses. He sees my manage business is easier. I always tell him both are business and they might be manage differently but the main goal is to earn money. Lets first understand our work ethics. I am always present on our business operations and hands on on all business decisions. I try my best to over see all transaction and do my best to talk to customer. My brother on the other hand is often late conning to the office. He Do create customer relationship to customer he prefer. He often takes short vacations and leave all the operation. To his system which he doesn't check quite often. His timely manner is often at fault cause when a problem arises it would be the only time he would notice and review the transaction. On the other side I have anticipated almost every possible situation that might occur.

I would only advise him that life should be a challenge. If he likes to be easy then he should make it easy by learning the ropes and take the exam personally. Asking someone to transact and deal with you won't help you in the long run. He could not improve cause he is limited by his capabilities. He know that his abilities are not enough to accomplished what he desire. He would need to work harder to know how to live the life he dreamed of. He dreams that money would just keep on dropping on his lap. The fact is life is never fair and Never equal. It how you see life that would make it the best.

Today with future

LiGood day November 28, 2015, 

As i always start my journal with a good thank you,  thank you for everthing.  Thank you for letting me experience some new snacks on my sister in law's place.  Thank you that i got to take care of my nephew, thank you for letting me feel secure with all the savings i have.  Thank you for giving me a good environment to operate my opportunity and discover more things a bout this world.  As i learn more about this world the more i realize that i dont know anything.  This limited knowledge of this world is quite limiting.   The thing that i realize that the more i waited to live my life the more i am not living my life.  Experiencing how a baby view this world for the first time is quite revealing as everything about this world for the baby is interesting.  It helps the baby be a person it wants to be or needed to be to survive this world.  I dont read my pass journals but hopefully one day in the future when i feel more complete in my financials i would look back to this moment and smiled that i have acheive what i set to achieved.  Life throw us a lot of unexpected things.  Life brings out the best in a person.  I am quited interested in Einstien's theory of relativity.  If i understand what his theory is telling me is that time is the fourth dimension that we are experiencing.  It does give us multiple senario of each posibility.  It do mean that if such an act is accomplished hence the time it spend to reach the accomplished state is also the part in which it became to that state.  There could be a lot more other possibility but because of its certain influence to follow certain laws it apparently would come to the accomplished state as it should be.  Its more like an explanation of destinty.  The more you think about a certain event the more you would realize that everything in this world is drawn towards the preferred state in which you want your life to be.  Its a matter of just visualizing it and making it happen.  Apparently thinking about it is a first environmental influence that correlates certain events or external environment to find the state in which a certain event should occur.  

This means that everyone is drawn towards it and each moves according to each will and when you will correlates with others hence this is why certains stuff crossed paths.  This also means that certain events are bound to occur due to the influences that each pushes to reach that event in which everyone have been dreaming about.  Thinking that each force that we excert to the universe is out of our control,  it seems that it is not the case.  For each action we out forward, we might not know if a certain evnet might occur,  but we have issued an action hence a definite result is surely to be expected in the future.  Regardless of the action we put forward is to push it towards what we perceived as the one we prefer.  

I may not experience it all but i give you this there are currently 5 candidates that are running for the top post for this country.  The question is which candidate is going to win.  The only thing that is definite right now is that we would have a newleader.  This is a new leader and regardless who will win they are in a heck of a roller coaster ride

Today with wearables

Good day,  September 10, 2014,

Its a wonderful opportunity today to see the possibility that my equity is now greater value than expected.  It seems that each day that it gets closer to my dream profit and capital everything will be ok and everything is going to be fine financially.  Thank you for the opportunity and having me be ready and prepare to handle the amount of financial gain that will arise thru this Stock Equity!! Yeah!!!

Today is also a good that that apple released its wearable apple watch.  This new wearable seems cool but for me it lacks the functions and sensors to make it more appealing to everyone.  Features and sensors that i really hope that is incorporated in the future smart watch

For health

1. sense our Blood pressure

2. Sense Blood sugar thru perspiration

3. Sense out body temperature

4. Sense our heart rate

5. Sense hormonal imbalances or hormones via perspiration

For exercise

1. Calaries burn

2. Steps made

3. Total distance covered

4.Average heart rate thru the whole day

5. Giving us a individual exercise rating ( to determine that your day's activity is good enough for your health)

For communication

1. Notify if one of your friends or relatives are near the area

2.walkie talkie is best

3. GPS location

4. Emergency tag location send SOS

5.Replys to all comunication by choosing prefered replys.

For task

1. Reminders and wake ups

2. Longer battery around 3 days

3. Able to set your reply if your going to be late

4. Able to place an order when near a location you would buy

5. Use as a keynote clicker

6.  Remote controller 

7. Home controller for every appliances

Cool data features

1. Automatically store all your bio data heart rates and other medical data 

2.  Send all your data to your doctor to view ( with authorization). Once seen they would need another authorization to look thru again if needed

3.  Automatically do some task when your near a working place. 

4.  Its like an assitant to know that your near your devices

5.  It will warn you if you left your phone

6.  Will automatically set your browser to your frequent visited site at the time you usually checks that site

For Business

1.  Able to notify your stocks watchlist

2. Able to buy additional shares or sell your shares

3. Meetings are forwared to your watch so that you could tell them if you could come or not

4. Special conference walkie talkie only the people you like to talk to will be in the frequency.

 

Today with Thank You

Good day August 12, 2014,

Thank you for thank you.  I realize that i been ignoring my past deeds as like i need to thank for anything that i find thankful for.  Its not even being appreciative.  Being thankful change your perception on things and your attitudes towards certain time.  Always finding something to be thankful for is an ability that its hard for every person to comprehend.  I for one was lost and now i am back after realizing what i have done.  

I started this blog to say what i mean and what i think.  Today i really know that being thankful is very powerful it helps with everything.  Even seems that life is all about perspective.  Today a funny man committed sucide,  what does this tells us?  Those who gives smiles and laughs a lot is the most depressed.  

People should start changing their perception in things.  I for one should start changing how to perceive things.  Its not about what i perceive buy how i perceive stuffs.  Being depress is very bad thing,  it gives you the worst perception in life.  

The real question that people seems need to know why the hell they are living.  Well this is quite the wrong perception.  The new perception is not why are they living.  The best perception is what would you do to enjoy the life you have right here right now.  Live.  Make plans,  do something crazy.  If you done everything that you taught you have.  Well apparently you have not done everything.  Doing everything means doing really everything

Today with start of the end of my days

Good day july 4, 2014,

Thank you for always giving me hope but this time i think i run out of hope.  I know and understand that others might have greater problems than me nor depressed beyond my own set of dilema and fustration.  Life should be live with colors and happiness.  I now find my life meaning not really enough to sustain me.  I know the problem but i seems cant find a good sensible logic to accept this fact. Others just take what they can take while others harm the ones who make.  Others dont think while they give away something they did not worked hard for.

Life is not fair but life should be acceptable.  Writing thru this blog without readers seems unpractical and not worth it,  its logical to state all my taughts and maybe one day it will shed light on how life should be.  Accepting is never easy but its killing me slowly.  My neck and head is aching hard and its seems unable to stop.  I find it that revenge is the best way to feel better at once.  The problem is that my plan might not be perfect.  It feels good hence it is the way to go.  The problem is that upon doing such deed i may not solve the underliying problem and that is the society.  I choose to have shoulder this pain not to teach me a lesson but to earlier finish my life cause there is nothing worth here when i cant acheive another part of happiness.  I have a lovely wife,  good family and i have good things happening and yet i feel that taking away something i worked hard is killing me inside.  I cant focus nor think the way i was.  I only think that what ever i do is going to be worthless.  

I am ready to go, the will to lived vanished the moment i give in to good intentions.  Good deeds are never really about feeling good nor praise nor awarded.  Good deed is sensenless cause the result is bad.  I am currently experiencing blank taughts and i cant seem to focus well.  My mind is like expanding slowly and i can feel the blood flowing into my brain.  I know it will drive me to death and all the hardwork i did will be gone.  I hold on to love but it is bot as strong as they say.  In love you need to constantly supply it with money and effort and time.  Like i said Money and time go hand in hand.  As i spend time toward something i also spend money.

Money seems to be the guiding torch of everything.  They say money is the root of evil.  Evil is brought to you by men and women money is just a tool.  I would be more happy with more money.  Ten billion dollars cash is real money and that kind of money can make me happy forever.  I wont do bad with that kind of money in hand.

Today with Da Vinci

Good day, June 28, 2014,

Thank you for showing me a life that i may have.  Thank you for a big opportunity and life would be better.  Thank you that door and doors keeps opening for me to accomplished my dreams.  While this opportunities keeps on arriving.  I figured that i may be Da Vinci.  Leonardo Da Vinci the human that crearly surprises every generation in the future because of what he have accomplished in his time.  Today,  people studies his work and getting astonished on how did this ancient man think this way and his theories may not be tested but today being validated and verified in this time.  I think, Da Vinci have a gift.  The gift of imagination.  This imagination and curious mind even in his last breath gives him life.  He did all his work with passion and he dont need some validation from others that his work is the best nor he is correct.  His passion what drives his work.  His work became art.  As a human,  i admire him because he do have the knack of living his life to the fullest.  We might not know how he really lived or feel at that time.  His attitude towards people and his decisions towards his actions may not be known.  Books can only tell a story on how the writer wants the read to hear the story.  Experiencing the life with Da Vinci is never going to happen now unless we do have a time machine that could do such thing.  

Da Vinci taught us a very valueble lesson in life.  Life is short,  do not your best but do what drives you to live.  This way people would remember you and you will live a life that you cant regret.  Life is amazing and simply magnificent.  I am enjoying my life and learning a lot more as my life unfolds.  My life is like a movie that only i could see.  My life is an interactive story that changes every single second and minute.  We never should try to control life,  we influence our life the way we feel like it should be.  Life never cant be manipulated nor control.  It is us who is controlled by our life.  Its not saying go with the flow of life.  I am saying this is your life, love it and enjoy the journey cause every decision you make is yours alone.  Its a story that you think you can change but in actual those are the only choices you have at that moment the choices present.  

Today with A lot!!

Good day, August 8, 2013,

Thank you for a wonderful day.  I started my day watching a very cool justice league movie. The movie was quite enlightening, changing a single thing in the past would probably change the future in a big way.  It's like saying a single small thing is never really a small thing it's a thing.  I am most grateful that I was able to realize and meditate on such an event.  It's really been a blessing for me,  everything that happened to me happened for a specific reason.  The reason might not be a single answer or a single event.  The answer is simple, it's the life you currently have.  

There are a lot of what if in our lives,  but the truth is when we could relive our past decisions we surely would do the same decisions as we once did.  It may sound absurd but the truth is we do choose to live the way we envisioned it.  I have a lot of what ifs in my life and imagination.  The thing is I might not like the outcome of those what ifs.   It's easy to say that what if are regrets and we should live the life we have and forget about the what ifs.  It's not easy as everyone think.  We live our lives with uncertainty, we like to have certainty.  The real truth is we don't like both and we can't handle the idea of the both probability coexist and its the beauty of life.  

I planed to write a book, the protagonist should have a single ability that makes him all knowing.  Imagine this man, with all the knowledge in the world.  He knows everything in this world.  Knowing everything about everything removes the uncertainty of the world.  He would live his life as carefree as possible cause he knows he can.  He also know that he lives for no purpose at all cause that life is  just a state of a human being and there is no meaning.  He know the secret of immortality and knows the dangers of it.  He hides the truth from everyone and as he live his meaningless life.  The gift he bears is also a curse.  The fact that he knows everything about the world and how it operates make him bored.  The struggles continues for years and he have lived thru a lot of life times.  

The day came when he realize that he needs to find a reason why he is what he is.  He now search for something he doesn't know.  He tries his best to find something that his mind might not know. In his immortal life the secret of immortality lived in him and yet the only thing he fathoms is the unknown.  He knows why he is alive.  He know where the world came from.  He knows God.  Even where he is right this moment he also know.  Now his search begins to find what he does'nt know.  

The thing he does 'nt know is something he knows.  He knows what love is, why love is, how love became love.  The mere fact that he don't know how to love is the biggest mystery for him.  It's like he was given all the knowledge in the world except for Love.  He with all his infinite knowledge was left out the meaning of Love.  The fact that he knows everything,   Gives him an idea why he doesn't know Love.  The quest began when he woke up from his regular long sleep.

This story might be nice or a seller but we won't really know.  Apparently everything that is happening in our lives are needed to happen to achieve or shape lives the way we prefer.  Small thing or big changes always matter.

I myself is grateful that everything that is happening in my life is exceptional.  I know my abilities and Limitations.  The limitations are challenges that keeps me motivated to do better.  The question like the character in the book that I would write is why do we keep on improving.  Why do we need to find meaning?  I have a simple answer to that,  we need to find meaning cause we are alive and the whole meaning of one's life is the manner on how we lived our life.

Today with Serpents

Good day March 11, 2013,

It's been a while that I have put something in here. It's maybe that everything is going very well and I would eventually write good things. Well I promised myself when I started this that I would write something about the day that I am thankful for and also write some thoughts about certain stuffs and conclude on them. I know that my writing might sway from time to time but its holds the gist of my thoughts.

Firstly I would thank you march 11, 2013 that today is another of our monthsary. Life is getting to the point that it let me experience what my life should have, could have and would have. I thank you today for a great sale. Profits are also coming in, my financials are getting arrange by the second. My trading skills might not getting nowhere but I will continue to improve in it. Everyday will be a new day. Kaizen in Japanese means small improvements is a huge advantage. It quite the truth. Our lifestyle is the key to success and in each day we do such small concise and accurate stuff we contribute to the bigger picture. I believe that what ever I am experiencing today is also the part of what will be my future as for each and every person in this world.

I have been slowly improving in doing our business but in other words I am getting better everyday in doing my job. In investing it might be good for me to further study and read some more. Everyday is the road to success. Success for me is simple but never easy. Trading or investing properly is also simple but not easy. If it were then everyone is going to be rich very fast. I have found my talent and that is able to analyze the situation faster than anyone and able to adapt to the situation faster than average. I would keep on doing the best I can in what ever I do cause I should have confidence that what I learned today is essential for me to succeed today.

The year of the serpent is quite slippery and shady. It might be the serpent looking like a dragon or I will be eaten by the serpents cunning attitude. What I learned from the start of this blog is that I should remain strong and focus on what I want to achieve and focus on it well. Small things add up and eventually it will turn out to be big. Investing on stocks today might be good and eventually investing it on the future is also the best. I would always remember that what ever I spend on should gain me some benefit in the future this way what ever I decide on doing will surely give me a better edge and accomplishment in the years to come.


Thank you for letting me able to share my thoughts and this blogging diary is quite helpful in self assessment.

Today with Equities

Good Day February 20, 2013,

I would firstly want to thank today for me realizing a lot of stuff. Being mature in every passing day. It seem life would just passed thru our eyes like the wind. I am great full for the opportunities that keeps coming into my life. I would also like to thank all the hardships the came by my life without them I may not be able to learn life in a more interesting manner.

Today, I officially posted my first cut loss for my equity. It seem having it valued at 12 is better than swing it valued at 4.5. Haha. Now with that said I would use this experience to learn how to properly reduce my risk further. Equities are the way to invest in order for me to reach the top of my game. Being rich is always awesome and no matter what others say it will remain as awesome in my eyes.

I have some run down with oldies trying to explain why I should have children but they fail to impressed me with their reasoning and they called my point of childless marriage not responsible enough. They all seem bear a child or children for a single purpose and that' is to make their lives fulfilled. It seem selfish too, I believe in life everyone is selfish cause everything they do is to make them selves feel good.

I also got to meditate on my dedication and sacrifices during this phase in my life. I realize I am afraid to become someone who doesn't know when to stop. A person that would seem to understand everything but really doesn't understand that a person life isn't about how may accomplishment he had but how those accomplishment makes his life better. It seems compounding and overwhelming but the good thing is that I know and that would be my tool to make myself better in many ways.

I also got to ponder what life really is. My friend seem desperate to find a mate. Eventually he did found a mate which might be too young for him and for his environment. Biologically it seem logical but experience wise it seem cumbersome. I believe he is determine to leave behind a his legacy. The legacy of his own reflection. He believes that his ways or his genes are best for the world and it would have suffice tools to face the world as he know it. Another friend of mine just realize that his parent was doing the best it could to enjoy life as he see it. His dad currently was diagnose with cancer and it seem he understand the predicament but I feel that he truly doesn't comprehend the degree of risk this brings to his life. I would understand him cause until
Now he may read and see the world as he knows it. Now he will be the one experiencing this.

I concluded that life is really scary at the same time enjoyable. I really believe this time that life is what we decide it would be. Plans aren't created to be know where we are going but it is created by us to remind us what we really like in life.

Today with 2013 hearts Day!

Good day February 14, 2013,

Thank you for another nice day! Sales are booming, profits rising, wealth increasing by the second and reached my money value threshold! It's really hard to see the positive side of things. It's really easy to see the bad part of things cause its always obvious. Lately I am having much meditation and learning a lot of things about life. I already know humans do their best everyday to survive. The next thing I also know that people are often looking for easy way out.

This week, I have been pondering another new characteristic that people posses. They tend to favor the side of surviving. It's like saying the way of surviving is imbedded in humans DNA or all living things. People would also have to determine the manner they would like to survive. It means their survivability doesn't really depend on physical needs but its determine by how a person perceived his survival should be. It does explain why some rich dudes do suicide, when poor dudes see that they say rich dudes are stupid. In reality it explain a lot of stuff in people lives. The manner a person would prefer to survive is very important. If the person finds his current survival condition fits his/her perception it would generate a more positive wave that would increase the way they survive. The problem with this way of thinking is that people tend not to be appreciative about the things they have. This gives human a developmental attitude towards everything. It's a survival tool.

I would generally advise to keep our selves contained and be appreciative. I would also give a better advise keep our survival perception more on the side of survival. Differentiate survival and lifestyle. Lifestyle is more on a negative path while survival is more nature wise. As nature tend to do things easily hence surviving should also be a blast. Living life should always be smooth. Easy does it. Easy doesn't really means easy, it only means that the path we take should always be favored on our future not the present. Surviving is never easy. In the older times humans do have harder time to survive. Now surviving seems simpler but in reality humans tend to forget that everyday should be a battle to survive and we should decide the outcome to favor us in the future.

Today with Hesitation

Good day January 26, 2013,

Thank you for a very profitable day. Everyday we should say thank you for the little things. The orders keeps on coming and everything going as planned. Today mu appointment with a friend got backed tracked again. This friend of my seems to have a lost of honor. He seem to take all appointment so lightly.

I really think we should take everything seriously cause life passes by by every second. Every second wasted is not coming back. I would advise everyone that we should not hesitate on doing something we had taught about or definitely like cause regret is worst than doing something wrongly. I really think that those people who lived without regrets are the most happy. It doesn't mean they did everything they loved or like. They just knows how to let go and moved on.

Today with Billions

Good day January 23, 2012

It's an awesome day! Had a ton of sales and productive day. Thank you for having a lot of profitable transactions and I really hope that it will continue. My friend earned 1.7 billion gold in a game! That's like playing lotto! The roll for a certain item was so good that it was worth that much. I really hoped that I may get that luck or better yet have a better item for my character! This got me thinking! We could really make a living out of playing a game. 1.7 billion gold is worth around 3250 USD. That's a hefty sum!

In this society, do we really need to know or have respect on people on how they earn their money? Money is like a measuring gauge on how a person skill is valued or how is luck is faired. I consider myself lucky. I also know some others are luckier than I. I still believe that everything is fair in this world. I thank for all the luck I have and I still believe that the more I work hard the more luck I have. Some people do need few works to achieve a certain luck level needed to achieve something. The fact is that hard work always beat talent any day. I also do believe I make my own luck. Keep plying the game eventually would grant you also a 2billion value item. Life is always seems unfair but the truth is we never see how much work a person put to achieve a certain level in a person's life.

I do get envious of others luck! Others do get envious of my luck but the most importantly we should not be envious of others hard work cause I know that we could achieve their level of luck just by working hard. Time may not be equal but it will be fair. Every action there is always a corresponding reaction. My action now is to be happy for my friend and be inspired that I may have the chance to sell that kind of item when I have the opportunity all I need to do is play the game and it will eventually come.

In life, we count our financial gains as a measure of success. Some others becomes rich at an earlier time slot while other takes longer. The thing is your life maybe far better than the one who got it earlier cause when you were starting ice had the worse life than you. It's just like my friend, his character was the weakness amongst us but my character was better off. Now with his gold he surely will be able to improve his character. My character is very competent but it do still have a lot of room for improvement. That's how we should see our lives. We do have different licks and we should keep on finding ways to improve our way of life. Lifestyle is just how we want others to perceive how successful we are. The way of life is really the basis on how we should lived.

Today with Getting Rich Fast

Good day December 3, 2012,

Thank you for giving me a lot of opportunities to choose from. Thank you for giving me a stable and comfortable life. I am feeling down today, it seems that even with a lot good thing happening I still wants more. It's only human to want more and hope for more. It's like diablo game I am playing. I want to achieve something that is cool in my eyes. There are still a lot of things I could improve in my character and I really hope that I would be able to reach the targeted goal.

In life, it's pretty much the same. I know what I want! To have 10billion dollars. It seems everyone wants to be rich. The question is how to become rich fast. I really want to be rich fast enough so that I could enjoy life without worries. It seems everytime I reach a certain level. I have an impasse. I know getting rich wont be fun if I could not find the ways and means of doing so. I taught playing diablo would be my passion. It seem I love playing games is to relax me of my routinely life task. While playing the game I realize that I also do such thing. Keep on doing the same old thing and hope that I would get a better result.

I googled some articles on how to get rich. I also invested money on forex and stuff and hopefully that I would earn much. Everyday passes and I only feel that my goal seems far and unable to reach it. People said in order to feel happy is to enjoy your life and say thanks to everything good in your life.

Poker is like a game of life, it's never been easy and playing with a good hands doesn't mean you will get a good reward. Sometimes risking more would gain enough to be rich.

The only question I am having is...... What if what ever I do I would not get what I desire. What if everything I sacrifice is for nothing. I should start doing something worthwhile in order to reach something good.

Today with Harwork

Good day November 16, 2012,

Thank you for a wonderful day, it's been a while since I wrote to you. I would be very great full cause for the past days its been very smooth. Smooth means everything went well. The progress is nice, I would be more happy if it progressed faster.

Last November 11, 2012 my bet friend got married! It was a blast! I met my friends enjoy their company and enjoy the evening. We now share an unbreakable date bond due to our anniversary are the same.

As a friend I gave him advise, I told him that don't change cause when your married you would change but always remember who you are. That's the person whom your partner loved. Through the years marriage needs work. I have learned a lot from my partner and vise versa. It's all about compromise and understanding and putting up guidelines.

I also remembered that I bought a ticket for a wine expo to impress one of my clients's purchasing officer so that I would have many orders from him. I hope that I would happen soon. This is what makes business unattractive for me. Sometimes or more often that not everything you do don't have any result! Perseverance and hard work is the only key to achieved what we aim for.

Today, someone just broke his promise and trust. He promised something and should have completed it. Regardless of how circumstances. I understand him but this is the thing. Understanding doesn't mean accepting and letting him have his way. Responsibility and honor are hard stuffs to maintain. We as human beings tend to take those for granted. We should treasure our honor cause when everything is at the end. We will be measured by how we lived our lives.

Having lots of money gives us a false sense of security but I would prefer to have lots than none. I am still playing my favorite game diablo. It really gives me perspective on how each players are different. Many would complain and have hard time comparing their characters with others. While others enjoys the characters they develop. There will always be better items and better built. This I realize that in life others might have better lives and stuffs but your not behind. Having to focus on your built you might excel and push your life further. It would be hard and you might need more money or stuffs. The thing I realize is that all we need is patience and hard work.

In life and in game is almost the same. You want to excel the game and in life with the set of given rules. Others might get there faster. All we should concentrate is how would we get there.