Today with start of the end of my days

Good day july 4, 2014,

Thank you for always giving me hope but this time i think i run out of hope.  I know and understand that others might have greater problems than me nor depressed beyond my own set of dilema and fustration.  Life should be live with colors and happiness.  I now find my life meaning not really enough to sustain me.  I know the problem but i seems cant find a good sensible logic to accept this fact. Others just take what they can take while others harm the ones who make.  Others dont think while they give away something they did not worked hard for.

Life is not fair but life should be acceptable.  Writing thru this blog without readers seems unpractical and not worth it,  its logical to state all my taughts and maybe one day it will shed light on how life should be.  Accepting is never easy but its killing me slowly.  My neck and head is aching hard and its seems unable to stop.  I find it that revenge is the best way to feel better at once.  The problem is that my plan might not be perfect.  It feels good hence it is the way to go.  The problem is that upon doing such deed i may not solve the underliying problem and that is the society.  I choose to have shoulder this pain not to teach me a lesson but to earlier finish my life cause there is nothing worth here when i cant acheive another part of happiness.  I have a lovely wife,  good family and i have good things happening and yet i feel that taking away something i worked hard is killing me inside.  I cant focus nor think the way i was.  I only think that what ever i do is going to be worthless.  

I am ready to go, the will to lived vanished the moment i give in to good intentions.  Good deeds are never really about feeling good nor praise nor awarded.  Good deed is sensenless cause the result is bad.  I am currently experiencing blank taughts and i cant seem to focus well.  My mind is like expanding slowly and i can feel the blood flowing into my brain.  I know it will drive me to death and all the hardwork i did will be gone.  I hold on to love but it is bot as strong as they say.  In love you need to constantly supply it with money and effort and time.  Like i said Money and time go hand in hand.  As i spend time toward something i also spend money.

Money seems to be the guiding torch of everything.  They say money is the root of evil.  Evil is brought to you by men and women money is just a tool.  I would be more happy with more money.  Ten billion dollars cash is real money and that kind of money can make me happy forever.  I wont do bad with that kind of money in hand.

Today with Selfabsorb

Good day, May 11, 2013,

Today is really shining bright and everything is going as plan.  Life is being funny when we are being serious.  I really thank that all my staff have the compassion on helping me develop our business to grow better.  I really am grateful that my perception in life getting better by the day.  I have seen the future and I am excited to be in the future I planned. 

Some people are just self absorb that they don't realize that they can't reach the top when they don't know how to appreciate where they came from.  I pity them.  Well that's all I can do for them pity them,  I can't help them cause being self absorb needs consequences to realize their fault and help them to move forward.

I have great plans for my future and the business.  I will do both to achieve my goals.  10 billion dollars is near and easy I can reach it.  I guess life have a funny way of telling me to learn stocks and manage business to cultivate our business to grow and achieve heights that would propel me to reach my goal.

Thanks for everyone that help me and everyone I know that pushed me towards my goal.  The universe works in a very smooth way.  It just happens without any effort!  

I am very grateful for my wife cause she is the one who sacrificed a lot to achieve the goal I set in motion. Playing games during my free time helps me think better and develops a competitive attitude towards my goal.

Today with Blogging

Good day, February 16, 2013,

Thank you for letting me lived thru this day. Everyday seems a well orchestrated interesting day. Today I got to ponder another life's question. It's rather a society question. Why is money so important. I googled it and found the exact definition of money. Money is a physical means of exchanging of goods. I would put it in a better context money is an exchange. A lot of forums discuss money is important bla bla. The only real question why do humans want it so much. There is only one explanation. People wants to exchange. They feel the more they change something to something they feel something. It may be happiness or power regardless of what human want to exchange for. The important is that money is a medium of exchange. It means money is liquid as finance expert define it. Money could be change to anything we perceived or want.

This brings us to the new ideology that money can't be use to exchange for something. Well the fact of the matter is it does exchange for anything we want. The exchange Doesn't state the quality of the exchange. In the near future where everything would have enough to priced almost everything then money would be put to a certain value of exchange. The power to change anything is unbelievable. I also read that money can't buy happiness due to the study they uncover that to certain level that money would not make us happier. Money do make our lives comfortable but money do have a limit on how much money could buy. The simple explanation is that when we use money to buy the softest bed to sleep in we would have our preference and each do have a preference. A person preference differ and maybe that preference determine the level of money one do need to find the best bed for him or her. This means that at a certain point of life people would see money as a tool and would not allocated that much time to accumulate that much. This statement is true but it did not answer the question on how much money a person should have to be happy. Any amount would be good for anyone but that amount would have an amount after a person got to see all the preference of options he do have. We do got offers if only we do fit the market. We can't say we don't like something we don't have or even tried. This means that we would need infinite money in order to obtain a certain freedom in opportunities.

I would again write what my dream would be and what stuff I would be doing. Managing my own funds and investing it big. Earning enough returns to live a very comfortable life. My investments would earn me around 100 million dollars a year would be sufficient. I think having that much would not only give me the perception of security but also the perception of freedom. I would enjoy my life by doing what I love investing on equities and bonds. Doing some analyst job and offering my services. My services of consulting. Life would be great when I do have that job. My reputation would always precedes my judgement and everyone would respect my picks and analysis.

Today with Bishop

Good day, January 22, 2013

Thank you for a wonderful day. I have my iPhone and I got a good sale. Time is the only thing that moves without hindrances. I read about st. Thomas argument about 5 proofs that there is god. I am very impressed with his arguments. I would also proposed that people should look it up and state what do they think about the 5 proofs. In his arguments I realize only 1 thing. People don't understand anything and tries to understand it by giving it an entity that is GOD.

Today also read an article about an archbishop who told his country that even there is a safe way to protect ourselves from unwanted childbirth, he encourages them to still produce 4-5 children. I personally agree with him in economic stand point that more people means more spending which will lead to good economy. This is also a good motivation for good moral behavior . The reason why he did state those word is neither one. He wanted people to have more children so that people would have a harder life and they would be motivated to pray and worship more. I believed that there are studies that shows people who are in hardship prays more than those who are not in hardship.

More population do help economy assuming that each individual do have a certain income. Rapid increase in population is the number 1 cause of poverty because people don't earn as fast as they spend now a days. The fast increase in additional expenses with the rapid growth of inflation add burdens to the income earner which eventually would ask for help. Man is a being of pride which would encourage him to pray or ask help from a being that is more perfect than him. This way churches would have more power and control over the society than their intended use.

More people who follow blindly will eventually lead to more problems in the future. I believe that churches should help their government on encouraging proper family planning and encourage them standing with their own strengths. Life is never easy but interesting hence priest who give couples advises seem questionable cause they never been in a normal relationship. Having a relationships means more that books.

Books do contain knowledge of a certain person but never their experience cause experience is the best teacher but it is also the most cruel teacher of them all. Religion is god for moral ethical stand point more on social ethics. They might not be good advisers on how to uplift ones life cause they do chose the easies path to financial freedom. They preach and others listen even thou they don't have the real experience they need to preach. I would go and be a priest when I am at my old age this way I have enough knowledge to educate and help my fellow men.

I really pray for me to win the sweepstakes or lotto, this way it could rally prove that there is GOD.

Today with revelation

Good day September 21, 2012,

Thank you for a wonderful day, I had a great time cause our store had a great sales. I really hope that everyday would be like today.

I have been productive lately and I have hopes that everything would turn out the way I planned. Here is a run down on how my current life is. My investments are doing well and I have big hope that it will turn out great. I have learned that it take a small amount of practice and patience to be master in something.

People seems to think everything is easy, I would tell them it is easy as long as you commit and be consistent. My reminders on my Itouch always Alena me to be persistence and patience. Consistency is the key to success.

Past couple of nights I have been practicing Starcraft 2, it's a strategy game that my friend challenge me. He told me that I would never beat him in the said game. My experience would not measure any hardcore gamers as they call themselves. I would have a decent amount of knowledge how to win on such types of game. Practice is needed to achieve certain type of superiority over someone else skill. The skill here is not the clicking of the mouse but on the executions and adaptations of certain scenarios.

I realize that the game is quite the same in really life tackling problems. The scenarios are different but the end game is the same. It's how you execute your plan or strategy is the key to overcome this obstacle.

I have also decided lately that I would sever myself from any family relationship cause they seems to give me more problems than happiness. Everything has a reason and maybe the way how things are unfolding is giving me ways to pursue my dreams to be financially rich compare with others. It's like winning the game of life. I have also decided to buy an IPhone 5. This is the phone that my wife likes and dreamt of. I would be a hypocrite saying I don't find the phone appealing. I really like to have an IPhone, the only reason why I feel like its time for me to have one is that everyone is buying a phone that seems great and I keep on using a free phone cause I love money more than iPhone 5 but I would say, this Itouch if mine had earn me lots of money for the past years and I would think owning a highly upgraded IPhone would help with my investment financially. Financially increasing my wealth is a good thing.

Like I always say: More Money, More Happy, More Happy, More Money.

My friend just found out I have a blog.

Today with being a Centillionaire

Good Day October 30, 2011,

Thank you for a start of a good relaxing day. I got home from my friends night out late. Playing a game we are fond of.... The place was new recommended by my friend Mark. The place was different and clean, the user interface and operating software was unique good. The Games are properly sorted and the games function seemlessly. I also got to watch my favorite TV shows and enjoy the day. It quite relaxing spending days like this. Being a centillionaire would be nice the whole day you could do what ever you like and spend the day how you like it. The day spend without any trouble mainly it was a non working day. Problems seems to arise when we think too much or do too much, one thing I am certain that we need lots of money to live the royal way. I don't know if living this kind of life would be boring but I know it is very enjoyable to live this life like this all the time. I want to buy a mercedes Benz , Rolex and Lots of latest computer devices. I also would want to go all over the world and experience a lot of good experiences and see a lot of cool things. Having a very high speed Internet connection and only have a job that I would love like managing investments and funds. I know being a fund manager would be fun! Imagine to decide which stocks to invest and after x duration it would grow!

Loving a very luxurious life and it's called a life. If my dead dad really understands what I am feeling he should have let me won the lottery in order for me to enjoy life to the fullest .

Today with Planning

Good day October 24, 2011,

Thank you for giving another day to enjoy and experience. I bet on a Lottery again, dreaming that I could win big to set myself happy and free. Money gives happiness and I want to live a very very happy life. Winning the lottery would give me an edge to earn more money to be financially independent. Well it will be a stepping stone on earning money by letting money work for you.

Investing crazy stuff and hope it will pay off. Well I lot people lose money they did not earn cause they don't know how to invest the money and let it grow to let them live off the money earned. Crossed my fingers and hope it will be a great day tomorrow caused today I won the 6/55 jackpot! Hehehehe heheheheh loving it!

Wishing it everyday....

Investing Versus Trading.....

This topic is really something needed to be taught by teachers or professors better yet parents to their children. Many people really can't understand the Value of money.

Investing is like trading, but trading is never like Investing. If others ask you what is the difference between investing and trading. Others will define it with intellectual or social terms that would sound well but in fact it's just as simple as 1,2,3. Investing is like giving your money to a group of people to manage it for a better return or a more beneficial thing for the society, while trading is just as the word describe, it is just like buying a fish in the market and hope that the supply is short so that he could sell the fish at a higher price to his neighbor.

I am not stating that trading is bad, it is what it is. We would live a nicer life with investing and trading alike thus two things that people do are moving are economy towards a result that we would like. An example, if you got money would you like to buy an Apple Share? A lot would, cause they like what Apple is currently doing and hence Apple will keep on producing better products for us.

All that I know is for sure both could earn us Money and lose us money. The best thing is to learn about the market and help the economy grow this way it could directly impact your life in a better way.

I always say money is very important in this world. But don't worship money, let the money work for you than you work for money.