Thank You so much for a wonderful 2022, it may not be perfect but learning how to appreciate the inperfection is something. I am afraid to move forward as my current feelings about life is changing. I feel like hardships that are about to come are much more harder and i might not be prepared for it. I would like to summarize that the year 2022 was quite a year. Having all my sacrifices materialize to something worth while. It feels like i have acomplished something and a relief that everything have finally come my way. Its like i have been asking for apples and finally it came and i was so estatic about it that i dont know how to move forward or how to look for the next apple.
Keep thinking of new ways to improve and the levels are in the game is like getting challenging and more rewarding. This 2023 i would like to wish to have a better of everything. More Money, More opportunities and More Earnings to make my life better in a lot of ways. This 2023 have a lot of things to look forward to. I am afraid that i might enjoy too much the apple that i ate all of it and forgot that i will be hungry in the future. I am afraid that i would enjoy too much and i would not move forward.
thinking of it makes me paralyze and would have a hardtime to move forward and improve. the Last year i also helped a friend who fell into the abyss and trying her best to come back. While my one foot is still on the abyss and trying to let her grab my leg so that she could find her way. I am also afraid that i might fall thru the abyss and not like to come back. Its really hard to face life with full of optimism. Face life with more positivity and try to enjoy life while alive. There are what ifs in life that are always on yhe back of my mind and lately they are not going front of my mind. This is good for the past couple of months but today i am writing due to being afraid that i might not be able to do something in this new scenario or new level of life. I am really hoping for the best but I am really afraid that i might not get to have all the best things in life.
