Today with Just After the Virus

Good Day, May 17, 2020, Thank you for keeping us healthy.  Thank You for letting us survive and able to keep on pursuing what we desire.  Thank you for giving us a reason to live.

The word us that i describe is the whole human beings that was able to survive this catasthrophe.  we adapat and fight our way to survive.  The only thing constant is change.  This time another change is here, we might not be prepared or no body is prepared but we all should consider how to survive with this new kind of envoronment.  We can talk about economics, politics, human interaction and others.  The real thing we are talking is how well do human adapat.  we can say this virus is quite a foe.  If there is an asteroid big enough to hit earth and wipe 70% of the population.  Human would use all the arsenal they have to blast the asteroid to small chuncks.

I personally think that its more on the side of will. The will to survive and keep our civilization running to the longest possible time frame.  We have dug egypt and other old covolization and unable to clearly narate how each civilization came to be and ended or transition the the current civilization we have.  The only thing clear is it was broken and reingineered to fit the new kind of civilization.  The only means to survive is the adapt to the ever changing environment which is change.  The solutions in the past might not work well with the current problem.  The good thing is we survive the last catastrophe and we surely could find new ways or arrange the old solution to solve the new problem.

Today with Preface

Good Day, May 13, 2020,. Thank you for the songs that people created. Thank you for your books. Thank You for all entertainment in which I got to enjoy. I have found a way to publish a book. It is really scary to publish my day journals.

In my blog post, I have explained why I am writing. Going to 2010, I am feeling very down. the world is a very bad place for me. I cant see positivity, even if it stares in front of me. Problems seem heavier to solve and it comes endless. Constantly worrying and aware of my current situation. My personality is trying to solve the problem I am having. The problem of having hope and faith. I cant find both of them in my heart and mind. I figure if I read ways to deal with it I might find a solution.

I came across an article saying try writing down gratitude journals every day and find some small things to be happy. Today I keep on writing when I do feel something to write about. Fast forward to 2020, I still can't find hope and faith deep inside. I still have my dream.of having 10 billion dollars and it will still be a hope that I could eventually get it. I hope that I could do something great that would generate me such an amount. I felt for the past 10 years that when my life was given something I desire. Hope and Faith are in the corner. If something Good happens that is not my desire I feel lucky is the reason and I feel I can't rely on that too much.

I have a dream of writing a book, it's about talking to God and asking why about life. These blogs I have been writing for the past 10 years is like telling a divine being why the hell everything is happening the way it does. I got an idea to compile everything and publish it so that everyone would have a criticism that might help. People saying it might be written badly or they would just simply critique the grammar of the writing. Its only natural causes its a book. The main reason is to let others see if these conclusions of mind crossed theirs and if there's something wrong with me. If ever these turned to sell great then I would earn closer to my goal and I might be happier and find Hope and Faith to help others to realize theirs.

I can keep trying my best to reach my dream. Doing everything in my ability to create such opportunity for me to reach my goal. Writing helps me calm my mind and feeling so that i could go through my days. Getting up each day, moving forward to make something out of this so call life is what we all strive. I share everything in my taughts so that others might find inspiration from the actions i put forward or help others feel that every body is going the same struggles as they are. Everyone is different and everyone have their own struggles to face. I choose to face my struggles like this.

Today with Chapter

Good day October 17, 2011,

Thank you for a nice day, I am glad that I have enough capital to earn 10 billion dollars. Even though others might have a faster time to earn it but I may say this way means a lot more. My friend decided a chapter in his life and her life to try to live in other place that might be good for their future. They have some dilemma of reputation over future. My take is always look forward and see it as an experience. This might be best for them cause it's the obvious path to take. Loving someone need a jump of faith while planning for a future needs certainty. Poker and life is the same, in poker you must be sure while life you need to explore. That's why I have decided that I will be a professional Poker player before I am 30 years of age.

It's quite late but like I always say better late than never. I am really happy if they push thru with their plan. They would not be role playing but it would be real. That should spice things up for them. I really hope they would do family planning. It's the best thing having a child but being prepare is what the child needs.

I am working towards my goal regardless of what others might think.

Today with Brainwashed

Good day February 5, 2013,

Thank you for giving me a very good profitable day. I also thank that I still have my car and profiting equities. I came about an understanding that life is really interesting and it always depends on you. My life could be summed up in one word and that is "Lucky". Lucky cause I am in a situation which is has bountiful opportunity and a situation that would also be rewarding if ever I choose to just stroll along. Time is really essential, each person do have a certain time attached to their lives. People who tend to love life too much would like to extend and cling to it as much as possible.

I would like to tell a story about my brother. He often say his life is never going to be the way he like it cause his mom which is our mom controls it. He also explain why his predicament is the way it is now cause he got the short end of the stick. I would explain why his life is never the way he envision it cause he doest really put his heart and work into it. His capabilities and limitations are the 2 things that hinders his success. He mind is full of crap that he thinks he is currently doing the best possible scenario in his life and its the best it could get. He would say that needs more help from others and he would need more support for what he needs and like. The facts are that he doesn't understand the fact that he is the real problem of his predicament. He blames our mom for his limitations and blames on my mom if what he did not turn out the way he wish. He relays others skill to achieve a certain stature or result. Then he takes credit by reaping the benefits of others hardwork. He blames others don't support his idea that why it fails. He needs to understand other people only help it means the main job is for him to do. A clear metaphoric example when a person takes an examination. He needs to study and put work others would only help by study groups and reviews. He would rather pay someone to take the exam. His reason is his brain is much more important for that. I would simple tell him that his brain can't even comprehend such an exam he might as well find other dream to persue. In real life he often blame lack of capital when his managed business is not going anywhere. He blames the economy and hard times to why he manages a business that doesn't grow fast enough to cover his expenses. He sees my manage business is easier. I always tell him both are business and they might be manage differently but the main goal is to earn money. Lets first understand our work ethics. I am always present on our business operations and hands on on all business decisions. I try my best to over see all transaction and do my best to talk to customer. My brother on the other hand is often late conning to the office. He Do create customer relationship to customer he prefer. He often takes short vacations and leave all the operation. To his system which he doesn't check quite often. His timely manner is often at fault cause when a problem arises it would be the only time he would notice and review the transaction. On the other side I have anticipated almost every possible situation that might occur.

I would only advise him that life should be a challenge. If he likes to be easy then he should make it easy by learning the ropes and take the exam personally. Asking someone to transact and deal with you won't help you in the long run. He could not improve cause he is limited by his capabilities. He know that his abilities are not enough to accomplished what he desire. He would need to work harder to know how to live the life he dreamed of. He dreams that money would just keep on dropping on his lap. The fact is life is never fair and Never equal. It how you see life that would make it the best.

Thank You June 30, 2018

Its been a while since i written thank you for today. I started this several years ago and i still wanted to continue to do so. It helps my life to see the positive side of things for all the negative things that is happening in my life.

Let us start again by saying Thank You June 30, 2018. Today one of my staff is still in the hospital and she is preganant. Thank you that she is well and i was able to be given opportunity to show my employees that we are a family. Thank you also for the loyal clients that keeps on buying from us. They have been with us for more than five years and continue to choose us as their supplier. I really hope that my faith in them to pay me would be good as i am good in giving them credit.

For all the years that i have profited from them, sometimes some transactions are meant to be sold at a loss. This is soemthing like expense cost from the start of the business that you try to make new clients. I read somewhere that retaining old clients are cheaper than finding new clients and I agree with them. Business in 2018 is a little bit challenging compare in 2014 to 2017 which passed by like a breeze. Well Government taxes and other stuff still is a bother ever since i manage the business cause ofcourse the Philippine Government is corrupt. I still try to find a silver lining in all of the government corruption, the thing i keep on telling me "This governement sucks, a lot more other governement sucks more" its like comparing bad to worst. In Stock investments there is a saying its the bottom but we really cant tell if its really the bottom. The philippine Government Is corrupt and when we thing that it could not go worst apprently there is still space. Aquino Government is the worst kind of corrupt cause all the while they portay themselves as heroes and anti corrupt, while in the reality they are the worst kind. The smart corruptor as i call them. With the new administration sitting they portray Duterte as bad, murderer, dictator and other bad stuff. Never can they say corrupt, thats the only thing they try to link this new president to Corruption.

We will see when his term is finish if he is really corrupt or an angel disguise as a devil. For more than 2 years my stock investment is not getting better. A lot of people tell me i dont change my style i would lose money. I tell them that find your style. Find your own way to trade. We all want to earn a lot in trading or stocks. The real question is can you really make it? I been playing stock market since feb 2010. I learned a lot and still learning more about how the market moves and reacts. I am still greatful that i was given the opportunity to try out my style. Invest a certain amount and given an opportunity to gain a certain amount that i would be acustom.

Thank you for this day that even with a lot of problems, i manage to released my stressed by shouting. Thank you for the opportunity to expand my ideas and try it out. I maybe impatience, i maybe wrong putting faith in my stock picks, i maybe having a hard time controlling my emotions and lastly i maybe angry at myself. The thing yhat i am sure of is today is a day that i should be grateful for. I was able to find this app to write and release all my stressed and see it from a paper. Sometimes reading it may seem look not that stressful.