Thank you for a wonderful day. I started my day watching a very cool justice league movie. The movie was quite enlightening, changing a single thing in the past would probably change the future in a big way. It's like saying a single small thing is never really a small thing it's a thing. I am most grateful that I was able to realize and meditate on such an event. It's really been a blessing for me, everything that happened to me happened for a specific reason. The reason might not be a single answer or a single event. The answer is simple, it's the life you currently have.
There are a lot of what if in our lives, but the truth is when we could relive our past decisions we surely would do the same decisions as we once did. It may sound absurd but the truth is we do choose to live the way we envisioned it. I have a lot of what ifs in my life and imagination. The thing is I might not like the outcome of those what ifs. It's easy to say that what if are regrets and we should live the life we have and forget about the what ifs. It's not easy as everyone think. We live our lives with uncertainty, we like to have certainty. The real truth is we don't like both and we can't handle the idea of the both probability coexist and its the beauty of life.
I planed to write a book, the protagonist should have a single ability that makes him all knowing. Imagine this man, with all the knowledge in the world. He knows everything in this world. Knowing everything about everything removes the uncertainty of the world. He would live his life as carefree as possible cause he knows he can. He also know that he lives for no purpose at all cause that life is just a state of a human being and there is no meaning. He know the secret of immortality and knows the dangers of it. He hides the truth from everyone and as he live his meaningless life. The gift he bears is also a curse. The fact that he knows everything about the world and how it operates make him bored. The struggles continues for years and he have lived thru a lot of life times.
The day came when he realize that he needs to find a reason why he is what he is. He now search for something he doesn't know. He tries his best to find something that his mind might not know. In his immortal life the secret of immortality lived in him and yet the only thing he fathoms is the unknown. He knows why he is alive. He know where the world came from. He knows God. Even where he is right this moment he also know. Now his search begins to find what he does'nt know.
The thing he does 'nt know is something he knows. He knows what love is, why love is, how love became love. The mere fact that he don't know how to love is the biggest mystery for him. It's like he was given all the knowledge in the world except for Love. He with all his infinite knowledge was left out the meaning of Love. The fact that he knows everything, Gives him an idea why he doesn't know Love. The quest began when he woke up from his regular long sleep.
This story might be nice or a seller but we won't really know. Apparently everything that is happening in our lives are needed to happen to achieve or shape lives the way we prefer. Small thing or big changes always matter.
I myself is grateful that everything that is happening in my life is exceptional. I know my abilities and Limitations. The limitations are challenges that keeps me motivated to do better. The question like the character in the book that I would write is why do we keep on improving. Why do we need to find meaning? I have a simple answer to that, we need to find meaning cause we are alive and the whole meaning of one's life is the manner on how we lived our life.
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