Today with Insomia

Good day March 7, 2012,

Thank you for giving me time to think and opportunities that keep on coming. It will surely make me 10 billion dollars rich. Lately seeing the Forbes billionaire list it made me more inspired to reach my billions.

Yeah from march 4-5 I was blasting always from my Facebook. I was quoting my mind in everything I was thinking. Apparently everyone thinks different compare to other people in the world.

I was having a hard time to sleep, also on march 4 2012, I quit on my sister in law and apparently for a very good reason. I thought my decision was harsh and wrong. But come the following days it was clear that it was the right decision all along. On March 4, 2012 when I drop the decision to my wife's auntie. She was not surprise but I saw a relief in her face. I gave her 20k for the tuition fee help, but also gave her my opinion that we would not give any further money after that day. It came as a shock cause I drop my sister in law for no apparent reason.

The last 2 weeks that she tried to behave and improve her character I notice that she really did not change from the last time I spoken and scold her. I was giving her pointers on how a person should see the world and perception to lead a better life. Apparently she was just trying to pass her punishment and continues to her own chosen path. Also for the past 2 week I monitored her movements and observe how she answer me thru the phone and how she reacts. I notice that she really doesn't care if I have approval or have her a passing mark. It was her way all the way. She knew that she would still get enrolled regardless of what she did. She was also planning her come back to her usual happy go lucky state. My wife and other in laws I was quick to judge. The only problem is when I saw something in a person it is often correct.

This is what I saw in Zerice, she always gets her way. She will pay it with her punishment but in the end she will still get her way. LOA was meant to make her think of the waste and attitude she have towards authority. It came to me that LOA was a plus points to her vanity stats cause when she come back to La Salle she will be the talk of the town. In her promise that she will do good next time. I find it impossible to accomplished. She is not afraid of her consequence cause she knows that she is the youngest and everyone would help her regardless of her treatment to them.

I meditated very hard, if dropping her would be a good motivator to help her in the future. Well it is. Here is my prediction- She would get enrolled in La Salle this term and would still fail her studies. Her family would also give up on her but would enroll her to a lower tuition fee college. She would then learned the hard way about how she would accomplished her dream. She would be very devastated but as I know her resourcefulness she would go and finished her college and finds a Job. This would only happen if Her family would also drop her cause of her attitude and perception.


Well I would still be the bad guy, but they would not realize the thing I did for her and that's letting her face her own stupidity.

The consequences of actions would be having no family beside me when I would have sickness or die. Well, I got sick a lot of time and during those time trust me I only have fuzzy memory of what happened.

I live my life without regrets and I live my life the way I like. I care less about others cause when they did made a wrong decision they would always blame on others. I blame myself.

Now that I am free from both sides it's time to gather money to make me more happy. My only revenge on people who said that I am wrong is to prove them wrong. The way I live my life is the proof I need to show everyone that I chose to live a life that is envied by selfish people and dreamed by unselfish people.

They would say I worship money, I tell them that money worships me and keeps on finding ways to come to me cause they like what I am doing and that is keep on moving forward and perseverance on the path I take.

30 years from now I would have tons of material things and 10 billions of dollar living a luxurious life without any worries. Sacrificing a family that is a risk that might make or break my will. Children are there to keep your legacy alive but they would also tend to break that legacy of yours. I broke my father's legacy by not having a legacy.