Today with productivity

Good day December 4, 2012,

Thank You for letting me enjoy my mornings. I have eaten my wife's graham cake and it taste awesome. Every morning for the past 3 weeks or more I have been logging in diablo 3. I really have fun playing but after a awhile I realize I could have done much more. I should have research and do small task that would help increase my wealth rather than playing my favorite game. 6 months I have played the game and enjoyed it. Lately I realize that I am being unproductive. I have dilemma about not doing what I like, Discipline and all. The thing is we should do what we love. I love doing non-sense stuff. Playing is one. Playing diablo for 6 month and knowing every single detail makes me feel that I should have channel this energy else where. This passion should be place in earning or investing which would give me more wealth.

Today my mom will be coming back from her long vacation in Canada. I know she had fun. Things are not quite the same with out her here. This is like an example of the future if she join my dad. My wife was telling me that we should personally fetch her to welcome her home. Make her feel missed. I told her that in our family we don't do such thing. Mainly I don't do such thing. I prioritize routine which I hate but doing something out of the blue is really not my thing. I told her that we should cherish the time given to us. Don't worry about my mom coming home. She would probably want to meet us on say or Sunday if time permits. Life is full of compromises. It's what you are willing to let go is the most important thing. Time is the most valuable thing for me right now cause when you spend time you can't get it back. It's the time I have given to them they should appreciate and vise versa.

I have learned a lot this year and I really grew a lot. The problem right now is finding the thing I want to do and enjoy it for the rest of my life. Playing diablo might not be productive. Investing might not turn out productive. The main thing is you do what you need to do and want to do cause life is short.

Life is short and every single time you spend not loving what you do or being angry is a waste of time. Spending the time with someone worthwhile is the most important thing. Every family is not perfect, the only thing that is perfect is enjoying the time given. If the time passed by it will never come back. Our family situation is never going to be the same. My perception about my sibling and relatives won't change. I enjoy spending my time with my wife. Just being with her, talking with her and creating a new family is what I love about our family. You don't need to have a kid to be a family.

I don't have time for my sibling to change and understand. I don't have time for them to realize stuff. I don't have time to give my time for them. I really have time earning money and spending the time I have doing the things I love. Play a little work hard. Do stuff that would help you achieve something worthwhile In your eyes. I always leave a Danish quote saying : Life is not having a Good Hands, life is playing a poor hand well. This means everyone do have a pair of poker card and the community cards are still undetermined. Even if it turned out not your way it how you play your hand the defines you as a person.

I do have situations in my life, I tend to fold them cause playing them would reduce my chip count and I might not have enough to win the bigger pot. Learn to fold and wait for a better one to come up. Life is like waiting for the right time to go All - in. The problem with people is that they don't know what hands they are willing to go all - In.