Today with decision

Good Day, March 21, 2014,

Thank you for a very successful first quarter.  It seems that i am exhausted with all the activity in the first quarter and yet the year have just begun.  Today i got a chance to write cause its been bothering me that everything seems goinf slow.  I think i should write more to appreciate my everyday more.  I am grateful that i was able to think of a new way to compute the year end bonuses.  I am also greatful that more opportunities are aligning to me.  Another thing i am grateful that a certain equities just plummeted and its a good opportunity for me to buy and enter to the market.  It seems the only thing going slow is not the opportunity but the way i percieve things.

I am grateful that my loving partner is with me.  All this experinces and challenges are giving me a new way to push my limits.  I know that i am somewhat in my limits in terms of idea generation and decision planning.  If i think it again,  i am not even trying.  Hence my limit is limitless!!!  I really find luck is with me as long as i worked hard. Being stress and lazy rolls the same plane.  I mean i think i want to get a break or vacation at the same time my mind is saying if you get a break you might like it too much and wont work harder.  That is what stressing me.  Discipline is hard and having it is even harder.  Persistence is the key to success. I think am am going thru a rough patch.  Not writing everyday seem bad for me i need to get this habit back.

See you tomorrow and i will be grateful for another new thing and everything i have.  I got a legendary this morning and it seems a good start for a day.  Later i will watch a TV show with my wife and enjoy each minute of the time spent.

I promise to give more to my wife!!

Today with stress

Good day February 26, 2014,

Thank you for today and the past days where i have been very busy accumulating sales. More money, More happy!!! Thats my current motto and i really find it true.  This also cones with the stress factor in which it is done by my own self conscious mind.  The stress level i am feeling is currently beyond the roof and i know it is bad.  Let me tell you the mental stress and emotional stress i am currently feeling.  Sales aside everything seems to be in disarray.  I try my best to figure things out but i know that our mind is not design that way.

Managing stress is quite tricky cause stress is cause by environments we cant control.  I watch superman unbound and superman with all his power cant defeat brainiac but he did use one power that he can't control and that is the environment.  It seems that brainiac have a hard time controlling something he cant control.  Even with infinite knowledge and computing power it seems that he cant quite conprehend what is the key to reduce stress.

Companies that are now competing with gadgets centered now with wearables that monitors health.  If apple could create a device or software that could monitor stress levels and help people manage stress then it would be a big sale for sure.  Monitoring vitals is different from managing stress.  Stress is now a big killer amongst all of the people.  With technologies going faster and faster.  Information is now flowing more fluid and faster.  The world is now getting smaller and those cant adapt would be squash by change.

Stress is really a new problem.  Now to analyze this i have understand some part of stress.  Stress would occur when a person seems agitated and out of focus because of the certain events occuring at the moment.  Due to the facts that informations are comming in too fast and changes change too fast.  Our physical ,emotional and mental being cant cope with the fast uncontrollable changes.  My life for example is having a hard time managing the fast pace in life.  My stocks and organizing skills are not coping the fast changing senarios.  Selling them is also a trouble due the fast pace changing the price agreed upon now is not a good deal in the price for tomorrow.  The fast changing is really giving me stress.  The real thing to deal with it is to let it go.  Then fix it on you pace.  Originally i think this strategy is flawed cause it will casie me earn less and give me more problems.  After thinking it for a a lot of days.  I came with a conclusion that life is like a prolonging game.  Its survival.  Everything we do is to survive.  We i keep on stressing this stuff i might not survive the next wave of change.  Darwin law of evolution also came thru billions of years. Adaptation also do need time,  and its a continue process,  some people adapt fast.  Other do make other stuff to adapt.  Those who challenge and cope to adapt are the ones who are now extinct.  We say that the dinasaurs are extinct cause they can't adapt fast enough.  I think that they did adapt.  They are now not gone buy change thru time.  Reptiles and other birds are their decendant.  

Life should be lived,  life is meant to be aboundant.  Life should be interesting.  We are all equiped with abilities that can change our lives.  Those who change the world did not intend to do so but did.  Their intense passion for their abiltity and happiness that makes others loves to follow and admire.

We admire the apple now,  we should cause Steve Jobs did well to let us understand why do we need an iphone or smart phone.  I do believed that i do share the same passion as his but in a different field.  Mine is in having money that makes our lives the way we want to live it.  Freedom from financial burden.  Apple designing a new watch, i would make it able to read our stress levels, health conditions like heart rate,  blood pressure,  sugar level and other organ or sickness.  Chinese doctors have the knowledge to know what sickness we do have with just monitoring our heart beat.  If apple could incorporate it in their watches then it would be a seller.  The manner in which the information is displayed is different than direct.  No one wants to know their sick but everyone wants to know if they are.  Its a very tricky system.  Using the knowledge of chines doctors the data collected could be summarized so that doctors could get a prliminary diagnostic via the watch.  People have the option of knowing the diagnostic or have a simple monitor to tell them everything is ok even with small sickness.  With the front face camera they could use it to verify the iris patterns to make payments and secure data on the phone.  The data from the watch is monitored to help people monitor impending heart attacks or stroke.  This way apple could save lives.  The watch would send SMS if there is impending heart attack or stroke.  It would also remind us to drink medication to hasten recovery.  If apple successfully created a smart watch that people would need.  Stress levels monitor by changing the color of the back light it also give a small static charge to induce calmness or massage the wrist to lessen the stress levels.  It should be independent device that everyone would opt to buy.  What is iWatch without music and radio.  The trick of improving battery and charge the device is another thing should be taken in for consideration.  Using Graphine material to make the watch's casing it would be lighter and also store energy.  The way it charges is by using the movement of our hands and body heat this way we dont need to remove the device often.

Today With Mediation

Good day, February 6, 2014,

Its been a while that i have not weitten in this blog of mine.  Firstly i would like to thank the opportunity and lucky that are shown in my way.  I am also grateful that everything is now good with our family.  Speaking about family,  this word is quite tricky cause very often family is connceted with blodd relationship and legal stuff.  The real score about family is simple is a group of people who deeply care for each other.  

I am really grateful that i have a wonderful understanding wife that sometime i think i abuse her kindness and understanding.  It seems that she is the one that gives me luck in my future endevours.  My mom is the luck that have given me in the past.  Now i see my self really very lucky.  Showing all the opportunity and trials that would propel me to even greater heights.  The only question is how to capture and concentrate on those.  I have given a very good opportunity that could let me earn billions of dollars and i would need to see it and plan it thru.  The life, i dream about and daydream is near and i can taste it in the air.  Its all about following the path to my success and push thru to get me to even greater heights

I have grown and realized all i need to know in the past year,  now i think its acting upon all my concepts and theories to fulfill the dream and opportunity the deserves to come in my way.  Loving every minute of this and i hope that playing DOTA as my past time would help my mind filter better ideas and help me to do better.

Today with New 2014 wearables

Good day, Jan 6, 2014,

Thank you for a wonderful 2013 and even though the 2013 have not been good to our family in terms of relationship it do have some positive instances.  The world have align to help me teach my family the real meaning of living what you asked for.  For the first half of my current existance my family do say crazy ideology but never quite practice them as they said.  This time is quite different.  Walking to a path that is usually unknown but hopfully that this year it would start to bear fruit and teach my younger brother the meaning of life.  It may also teach me the meaning of life as I dont know.  

Life is begining to run the way i like it.  I still have my currency trading account and its been 5 years and i have kept it the way it was.  I would start to make my equity investments work better this year and hopfully it will give me better paybacks as the following years start.

I have been reading a lot of book and artcles and it seems the world loves the idea of gadgets that are wearables but they quite dont fanthom the real significance of this.  Androids as we know it would surely be the next step on wearables.  Its good as humans evolve and make them better.  Eventually i think humans will go back and create human cause at the end of the day.  We as we are currently in are magnificent creatures.  We do have AI our minds and we do think differently.  We learn and we do find thing interesting.  Humans try to emulate and create something that are already here.  The real reason that we find our selves inadequate is that we do incorporate emotions like laziness and pther human negative behavior that minds our abilty to learn and evolves to greater heights.

Now lets go back to more reality and that is apple creating a so called iwatch and google created the google glass.  Both are devices that helps the human do be more like a machine or more efficient.  If i were apple CEO and the technitians i would have a great vision on the iwatch as i have written in the past blogs but now i would make it more detailed.

The iwatch would be more of a GPS trajer and recoder of all human activity so that apple could study each person behavior and incorporate them in their existing tech.  Its like knowing when to get up, telling us to drink our meds.  It knows what food we take lack certain nutrients and it would inform us to take our exercises and medication.  It should also be as a automizer that would turn on all the devices that are link to the watch when we are in certain range.  The i watch would also monitor our heartrate and records it at a peset timely manner.  It could also detect our mood so that it knows that we are depress and helps people to cope with certain psycological ailments.  Another thing good in monitoring health is the ability to use the device as an ID and give off a signal that ceratin goods should be paid.  When a certain time arises an email will be sent to you for billing confirmation.  Able to talk thru our watch via iphone is also a good thing.  Having the iphone charge the device when needed is also addtional feature.  Having it charge while being worn is also good enough.  Simple information like time and weather on certain area.   GPS tracking is also good so that our family could monitor our wereabouts when needed.  The iwatch would serve as a bypass unit to our iphone so that the battery and safety of our data is kept in our iphones.  The greatest feature that can be incorporated in the iwatch is giving it the abilty as a key to our house and car.  It also serves us information is the car needed maintenance. The LED panel should also need to be bright enough to serve as a becon when places are dark.  It should also have the ability to send a emegency message to emengency hotline and a relative via short burst of bluetooth adn let the iphone send it within 3secs that way the purpotrator would be caught faster.  

The iwatch should not only be a watch but a notification device that reduces the notification work of the smart phone.  This way energy is fully saved and used efficiently.  Iwatch would also be nice if it could monitored by iphone and or apple tv.  When the user waved it a ceratin way the TV would recognize the movement and do as the command is told.  It should also be used to open lights and other devices that have insync with the iwatch.

I think when Tim cook or apple read this they would have an idea on how to make the watch better.  Imagine the watch records the heart rate and blood pressure from time to time and send the data to a secure cloud server and let doctors and other medical team pull the data when you have an episode of bad health.  This way doctors can save lives more.  It should also be water proof and have a feature to know if the water is safe for drinking.

Today with Heroes

Good day, August 12, 2013,

Thank You for a wonderful weekend.  Thank you for letting me have a wonderful opportunity that I capitalized in.  Thank you for letting me realize a lot of blessing that came In my life.  Thank you that I am still alive and continue to live to achieved something worthwhile in my life.  I believe life should be something we cherish and blossom.  I believe that the challenges of the certain circumstances makes all the achievement that I accomplished have meaning.  It's the challenges and troubles that sets each person different.  It could also give each person a different alibi for which they did not amount to much.  Each of these are placed in our lives to make it colorful and interesting.

That makes my life more colorful to think that if I were a big company like apple or let's say Warner Brothers,  I would make a justice League film that would entice all fans and everyone to watch it.  Justice league is the first group of heroes to group together.  This also the group that born the avengers.  It's the original.  We can make the film better in every sense.  The avengers theme was even with their differences they were able to group together to defeat a great foe.  Justice League Concept should be more human and down to earth. They should be a group of heroes that even with their great strength, they need to help each other and relay on human principle and ethics to save the world from itself.  Superman self conflict is with every human distrusting him and with the power he has.  It gives him a problem on how to fit in with his new world.  Even though the new world sees him as not their own, even the new world is full of evil and doesn't have hope on their selves .  Superman still have hope that the human race will do the most Nobel thing any creature in this world could not.  Batman could be the embodiment of the human race, with his limited power and knowledge. He is still a power that would win the hearts and the war.  The power of resourcefulness and perseverance.  The flash is a hero that give to the meaning living life in the fast lane.  Sometimes fast is bad cause we need to do thing slowly to accomplished something.  The speed he posses is also the key for every human to realize life should be lived in a normal fashion.  Wonder Woman should be magical as every woman is.  A princess strong on the outside but tender on the inside.  She is a woman scorned and learning that having a man and saving every human life is a new generation that her Amazonian sisters should also accept.  The world that is fast changing and they want equal par with man she must accept that they should also be treated equally and everyone is unique.  No race nor sex is differ and all should work together to accept the greater good that human regardless of sex is still a life.  Aquaman should embodies the nature of human to protect everything even though they are not humans.  It his embodiment that we should care more of animals and our environment.

There are a lot of ways that the justice league would be an epic movie.  The core concept of the movie is building a group of super heroes to protect the world from any treat even a treat could occur.  It should be more concentrating on why create a justice league.  The heroes join for their own reason not the real reason why the league is created.  Some heroes might have a weaker reason to join but ultimately the movie should show how much powerful the league could be and is.

The leader should be Superman as he stand for the righteous and ethical manner in dealing with everything while Batman would stand for surviving and not trusting anybody.  It's a good movie to watch and see the political stand of each heroes.  They should also give a menace that even the league have never seen before.  An evil that only the brightness of good shall prevale.  No nonsense fighting.  It should me more on ethical principles and each of the villain should show hopelessness in each of the situation where we currently lives in and uses the core evilness of each human to influence.

There is always a hero in our souls and its time to bring it out by doing selfless deeds to help others.

Today with Innovation

Good day, August 10, 2013,

How its been?  I am quite thankful for everything.  I am thankful that I have the Internet on the Palm of my hands.  I have a great smart phone.  I thank you for the food I eat everyday.  I thank for a beautiful and sexy partner.  I love my wife so much in every way.  I would like to thank myself for having me realize a lot of stuff.  I am also great full that everything is going my way.  I am grateful for the opportunities that are in my life.  I am also grateful for the money I have.  I am most grateful for the great ability I have.  It's really nice to know what is your talent.  I do believe in reason.  Everything do have meaning and everything needs to happen the way it should to realize the future we dreamed off.  I know that I am ten billion dollars rich.  I know that I can achieve anything I have set my mind into.  I thank you for the opportunity that I could earn a lot of money from overseas and I will keep on earning a lot of money.  Today is a new beginning, a beginning that will bring me closer to my dream.  It's near and I can smell the taste of success and money that I can amass. 

While being thankful for a lot of thing my mind is really creative and innovative to think of a lot ways of earning more money and ideas that maybe good for companies to have.  I really do envision what Steve Jobs passion is.  Having a computer be a computer that people could use in everyday life.  It's more like of a sci-fi movie that haven't been made. Having seen people recreate interfaces for humans to interact with a computers I do believe the next level of computer should comprehend every single detail of each humans need.  It's like having a soul that talks and do everything we wish we could imagine.  That's what computers should be.  I do believe creating an artificial intelligence that would mimic our own psych is the key.  The assistant would have its own personality that would fit very well with the owner.  Babies would able to communicate with their parents at a different level.  We could probably speak with all living creatures in this world. 

This would allow us to further understand everything.  I do believe that we do posses the technology to create a assistant that would understand our way of life.  The way each individual think.  Having its brain attached to the Internet is cool.  But I would prefer to have its own logical thinking away from the Internet influence this will surely make it an individual.  The Internet my be the source of its knowledge but not the critical thinking part.  This way each assistant will surely be unique in certain ways.  The assitant is able to have human characteristics like loyalty, honest,  all the human ethical qualities that some humans lack.  We could say an artificial inteligence with a conscience and a servant to its master.  

I know that it is a long way to go.  I believe that it is coming soon.  I only wish that apple would be able to capitalize on the growing development of assitant personnel that could help us in our everyday life.

Today with A lot!!

Good day, August 8, 2013,

Thank you for a wonderful day.  I started my day watching a very cool justice league movie. The movie was quite enlightening, changing a single thing in the past would probably change the future in a big way.  It's like saying a single small thing is never really a small thing it's a thing.  I am most grateful that I was able to realize and meditate on such an event.  It's really been a blessing for me,  everything that happened to me happened for a specific reason.  The reason might not be a single answer or a single event.  The answer is simple, it's the life you currently have.  

There are a lot of what if in our lives,  but the truth is when we could relive our past decisions we surely would do the same decisions as we once did.  It may sound absurd but the truth is we do choose to live the way we envisioned it.  I have a lot of what ifs in my life and imagination.  The thing is I might not like the outcome of those what ifs.   It's easy to say that what if are regrets and we should live the life we have and forget about the what ifs.  It's not easy as everyone think.  We live our lives with uncertainty, we like to have certainty.  The real truth is we don't like both and we can't handle the idea of the both probability coexist and its the beauty of life.  

I planed to write a book, the protagonist should have a single ability that makes him all knowing.  Imagine this man, with all the knowledge in the world.  He knows everything in this world.  Knowing everything about everything removes the uncertainty of the world.  He would live his life as carefree as possible cause he knows he can.  He also know that he lives for no purpose at all cause that life is  just a state of a human being and there is no meaning.  He know the secret of immortality and knows the dangers of it.  He hides the truth from everyone and as he live his meaningless life.  The gift he bears is also a curse.  The fact that he knows everything about the world and how it operates make him bored.  The struggles continues for years and he have lived thru a lot of life times.  

The day came when he realize that he needs to find a reason why he is what he is.  He now search for something he doesn't know.  He tries his best to find something that his mind might not know. In his immortal life the secret of immortality lived in him and yet the only thing he fathoms is the unknown.  He knows why he is alive.  He know where the world came from.  He knows God.  Even where he is right this moment he also know.  Now his search begins to find what he does'nt know.  

The thing he does 'nt know is something he knows.  He knows what love is, why love is, how love became love.  The mere fact that he don't know how to love is the biggest mystery for him.  It's like he was given all the knowledge in the world except for Love.  He with all his infinite knowledge was left out the meaning of Love.  The fact that he knows everything,   Gives him an idea why he doesn't know Love.  The quest began when he woke up from his regular long sleep.

This story might be nice or a seller but we won't really know.  Apparently everything that is happening in our lives are needed to happen to achieve or shape lives the way we prefer.  Small thing or big changes always matter.

I myself is grateful that everything that is happening in my life is exceptional.  I know my abilities and Limitations.  The limitations are challenges that keeps me motivated to do better.  The question like the character in the book that I would write is why do we keep on improving.  Why do we need to find meaning?  I have a simple answer to that,  we need to find meaning cause we are alive and the whole meaning of one's life is the manner on how we lived our life.