Today with Preface

Good Day, May 13, 2020,. Thank you for the songs that people created. Thank you for your books. Thank You for all entertainment in which I got to enjoy. I have found a way to publish a book. It is really scary to publish my day journals.

In my blog post, I have explained why I am writing. Going to 2010, I am feeling very down. the world is a very bad place for me. I cant see positivity, even if it stares in front of me. Problems seem heavier to solve and it comes endless. Constantly worrying and aware of my current situation. My personality is trying to solve the problem I am having. The problem of having hope and faith. I cant find both of them in my heart and mind. I figure if I read ways to deal with it I might find a solution.

I came across an article saying try writing down gratitude journals every day and find some small things to be happy. Today I keep on writing when I do feel something to write about. Fast forward to 2020, I still can't find hope and faith deep inside. I still have my dream.of having 10 billion dollars and it will still be a hope that I could eventually get it. I hope that I could do something great that would generate me such an amount. I felt for the past 10 years that when my life was given something I desire. Hope and Faith are in the corner. If something Good happens that is not my desire I feel lucky is the reason and I feel I can't rely on that too much.

I have a dream of writing a book, it's about talking to God and asking why about life. These blogs I have been writing for the past 10 years is like telling a divine being why the hell everything is happening the way it does. I got an idea to compile everything and publish it so that everyone would have a criticism that might help. People saying it might be written badly or they would just simply critique the grammar of the writing. Its only natural causes its a book. The main reason is to let others see if these conclusions of mind crossed theirs and if there's something wrong with me. If ever these turned to sell great then I would earn closer to my goal and I might be happier and find Hope and Faith to help others to realize theirs.

I can keep trying my best to reach my dream. Doing everything in my ability to create such opportunity for me to reach my goal. Writing helps me calm my mind and feeling so that i could go through my days. Getting up each day, moving forward to make something out of this so call life is what we all strive. I share everything in my taughts so that others might find inspiration from the actions i put forward or help others feel that every body is going the same struggles as they are. Everyone is different and everyone have their own struggles to face. I choose to face my struggles like this.

Today with Chapter

Good day October 17, 2011,

Thank you for a nice day, I am glad that I have enough capital to earn 10 billion dollars. Even though others might have a faster time to earn it but I may say this way means a lot more. My friend decided a chapter in his life and her life to try to live in other place that might be good for their future. They have some dilemma of reputation over future. My take is always look forward and see it as an experience. This might be best for them cause it's the obvious path to take. Loving someone need a jump of faith while planning for a future needs certainty. Poker and life is the same, in poker you must be sure while life you need to explore. That's why I have decided that I will be a professional Poker player before I am 30 years of age.

It's quite late but like I always say better late than never. I am really happy if they push thru with their plan. They would not be role playing but it would be real. That should spice things up for them. I really hope they would do family planning. It's the best thing having a child but being prepare is what the child needs.

I am working towards my goal regardless of what others might think.

Today with Brainwashed

Good day February 5, 2013,

Thank you for giving me a very good profitable day. I also thank that I still have my car and profiting equities. I came about an understanding that life is really interesting and it always depends on you. My life could be summed up in one word and that is "Lucky". Lucky cause I am in a situation which is has bountiful opportunity and a situation that would also be rewarding if ever I choose to just stroll along. Time is really essential, each person do have a certain time attached to their lives. People who tend to love life too much would like to extend and cling to it as much as possible.

I would like to tell a story about my brother. He often say his life is never going to be the way he like it cause his mom which is our mom controls it. He also explain why his predicament is the way it is now cause he got the short end of the stick. I would explain why his life is never the way he envision it cause he doest really put his heart and work into it. His capabilities and limitations are the 2 things that hinders his success. He mind is full of crap that he thinks he is currently doing the best possible scenario in his life and its the best it could get. He would say that needs more help from others and he would need more support for what he needs and like. The facts are that he doesn't understand the fact that he is the real problem of his predicament. He blames our mom for his limitations and blames on my mom if what he did not turn out the way he wish. He relays others skill to achieve a certain stature or result. Then he takes credit by reaping the benefits of others hardwork. He blames others don't support his idea that why it fails. He needs to understand other people only help it means the main job is for him to do. A clear metaphoric example when a person takes an examination. He needs to study and put work others would only help by study groups and reviews. He would rather pay someone to take the exam. His reason is his brain is much more important for that. I would simple tell him that his brain can't even comprehend such an exam he might as well find other dream to persue. In real life he often blame lack of capital when his managed business is not going anywhere. He blames the economy and hard times to why he manages a business that doesn't grow fast enough to cover his expenses. He sees my manage business is easier. I always tell him both are business and they might be manage differently but the main goal is to earn money. Lets first understand our work ethics. I am always present on our business operations and hands on on all business decisions. I try my best to over see all transaction and do my best to talk to customer. My brother on the other hand is often late conning to the office. He Do create customer relationship to customer he prefer. He often takes short vacations and leave all the operation. To his system which he doesn't check quite often. His timely manner is often at fault cause when a problem arises it would be the only time he would notice and review the transaction. On the other side I have anticipated almost every possible situation that might occur.

I would only advise him that life should be a challenge. If he likes to be easy then he should make it easy by learning the ropes and take the exam personally. Asking someone to transact and deal with you won't help you in the long run. He could not improve cause he is limited by his capabilities. He know that his abilities are not enough to accomplished what he desire. He would need to work harder to know how to live the life he dreamed of. He dreams that money would just keep on dropping on his lap. The fact is life is never fair and Never equal. It how you see life that would make it the best.

Thank You June 30, 2018

Its been a while since i written thank you for today. I started this several years ago and i still wanted to continue to do so. It helps my life to see the positive side of things for all the negative things that is happening in my life.

Let us start again by saying Thank You June 30, 2018. Today one of my staff is still in the hospital and she is preganant. Thank you that she is well and i was able to be given opportunity to show my employees that we are a family. Thank you also for the loyal clients that keeps on buying from us. They have been with us for more than five years and continue to choose us as their supplier. I really hope that my faith in them to pay me would be good as i am good in giving them credit.

For all the years that i have profited from them, sometimes some transactions are meant to be sold at a loss. This is soemthing like expense cost from the start of the business that you try to make new clients. I read somewhere that retaining old clients are cheaper than finding new clients and I agree with them. Business in 2018 is a little bit challenging compare in 2014 to 2017 which passed by like a breeze. Well Government taxes and other stuff still is a bother ever since i manage the business cause ofcourse the Philippine Government is corrupt. I still try to find a silver lining in all of the government corruption, the thing i keep on telling me "This governement sucks, a lot more other governement sucks more" its like comparing bad to worst. In Stock investments there is a saying its the bottom but we really cant tell if its really the bottom. The philippine Government Is corrupt and when we thing that it could not go worst apprently there is still space. Aquino Government is the worst kind of corrupt cause all the while they portay themselves as heroes and anti corrupt, while in the reality they are the worst kind. The smart corruptor as i call them. With the new administration sitting they portray Duterte as bad, murderer, dictator and other bad stuff. Never can they say corrupt, thats the only thing they try to link this new president to Corruption.

We will see when his term is finish if he is really corrupt or an angel disguise as a devil. For more than 2 years my stock investment is not getting better. A lot of people tell me i dont change my style i would lose money. I tell them that find your style. Find your own way to trade. We all want to earn a lot in trading or stocks. The real question is can you really make it? I been playing stock market since feb 2010. I learned a lot and still learning more about how the market moves and reacts. I am still greatful that i was given the opportunity to try out my style. Invest a certain amount and given an opportunity to gain a certain amount that i would be acustom.

Thank you for this day that even with a lot of problems, i manage to released my stressed by shouting. Thank you for the opportunity to expand my ideas and try it out. I maybe impatience, i maybe wrong putting faith in my stock picks, i maybe having a hard time controlling my emotions and lastly i maybe angry at myself. The thing yhat i am sure of is today is a day that i should be grateful for. I was able to find this app to write and release all my stressed and see it from a paper. Sometimes reading it may seem look not that stressful.

Today with Gold

Good day Novemeber 14, 2016,

Thank you for letting me have the inspiration to continue to write on this blog.  I really hope that this blog of mine could help the world to be a better place.  Sharing my ideas in this blog is the only way i could think of to give back to the world.  

As the last blog i have written, there are ways to make human moves the good for the environment and benefit themselves more.  Governments should continue build infrastructure and help small business especially in side of contributing global awarness and helping our world to be a better place to live in environmentally naturally.  Solar panels, new tech like chlorophil artificial leaves, resoets and nature tours that encourage our world to love the world the way it should be.  Utilizing the world better is the key for growth and faster economic growth.  I still do believe in manual action rather than creating websites as consider as work.  Movement of goods from place to place,  taking care of people place to place.  Planting goods from place to place.  These are manual labor that encourage people to work. Old school business, small facotries that hire manual creation of bags and stuffs are sources that promotes jobs.  Multiplex, malls and other places which really needs man power to be productive.  Cleaning roofs, cleaning the garden are much more productive work compare to programing and stuff. The work place is really not equal.  Accountants pays more cause they are accountants?  Their jobs are harder?  Or they need more education to do their work.  Laywers get paid more cause they are smarter?  What if blue collar jobs vanished?  Who or what would these high earning jobs do?  This world economy is not working the way it should.  People tends to focus careers and what it pays but forget thw value.  Education became a staple in which it is ruining our society.  Free market should also work in these job related areas.  Making laws simple and letting others catch up is not the key to success but helping them to add calue to their work is the key to make this world economy great again.  Government should start teaching kids and families, ethics and moral and values in life.  We should encourage children to be more like human rather than spoiled selfish shits who do what ever they want cause its a free country or free world.  This is a free society in which everyone belongs to and each person should contribute productively.  

If ever someone in the government reads my blog and wants to ask me some questions and ideas i am morethan welcome to give it to them. Ofcourse i would not put my contact details in this blog rather i would know if the governement really is the government cause i know that they can track me down

Today with Trump

Good day, November 13, 2016

I have not written anything since the last time i wrote here.  Hahaha,  this is quite a new way for me to put on my ideas.  As the start i would give thanks for a lot of things this year.  It may be stressful for me and also for my staff and family mostly cause i have been pushing our buttons this year.  Thank you for the blessings like able to pay for all the penalties and other expenses that we inccured.  I also made a lot of new investments in stocks which i still think is the best way to earn money due to its simple mechanics.  Its just buying low and selling high.  Now that i have earned and gotten more experience in life i really think money is the best thing that ever happened in our civilization.  As this november 8, 2016,  i realize that life is good with moderate improvement and good way for capitalism and free markets to properly work.  Donal Trump a old school business man who often find his way around thw laws and agreements that he finds beneficial to him.  Now with him in the helm of the most powerful country in the world now could he make it even better.  I am no economist, but i know the simple basic market law in which people tend to find the best route to accomplish a certain task with the most efficient effort possible.  Thats how free market works,  which means the most efficient effort for this market to work is base and valued by the participants of the trade.  

The world economy is not running the way it should be, with governments trying to regulate the market which it should not.  Government should enforce free trade and capitalization as money or value should find where people see value in the product.  The current world economy or government puts or dictate the places where they see value in the things they think is valueable.  I give you an example of government putting value in places where people dont see value.  This climate change stuff.  I know scientifically that it really does happen, the question is how to reverse it.  The world government puts value in which capitalist would invest in technologies that would help lessen carbon emmisions and force the market to buy the stuff or adopt.  That not how free market and capitalization should work.  Its like the smart phone market, people tend to spend their money to a certain amount to buy the percieved market best which is the Iphone.  Thats how market should work.  Not the other way around.  

Now with the new stuff happening in this world economy.  I really hope that a great number of world leaders would adopt a new way to value our economy.  We should go back the the gold standard and not at the same time.  The gold standards gives perceived value to certain no value object and that is fiat currency which our economy is running.  We have tested this fiat currency running our economy and the problem with this system is that we can't agree upon how each fiat currency be valued.  People in the old days use gold as the standard with a simple idea in mind.  Gold cant be printed or duplicated easily and it adds value to stuffs.  The main value of gold is not in the uses of gold but the gold as a measuring cup in which all materials in this world could be peged with.  The next we should consider is really how to value the gold to fiat currency all over the world.  Its really simple and cool, pegging the dollar to gold like roosevelt have done in the past is a good idea but done in a very bad manner.  Fiat currency cant be peg with gold cause currency is not the same as gold.  We could peg gold with land mass or the global square area of the earth we lived in.  This way we could now have a exact measuring plain in which how each gold measure to each country.

Lets do a simple math, if china have x square meters of property it have x% value of gold avalable in the whole world.  This way  china could measure how the efficiently use per square inch of their land.  This way efficient use and proper utilization is enforced.  With that said, it means that there is a certain kg of gold correspond to the percentage of land in this world it have.  This means that their total currency that they have printed out should now properly match the gold value of the land they have.  As gold being mined in the world is two percent per annum that means that their economic use of the land should equivalent the growth of gold in the whole world.  2% of the existing available gold in the world is big.  With this new model every country could now value their fiat currency against the gold freely.  This in term could compute the actual exchange rates of each country against each other.  Thats a big start on how we should value the fiat currency they have.  This would also guide central banks to print x amount of paper currency to match the value they want to product the value it should versus the value of the world.  This also promtes countries to push up their game to be more productive.  As for world climate countrymen would try to protect their world cause this would ruin their value in their own assets.  

How could government influence the economy to be more proclimate stuff.  Governement should also sell the oxygen it produces thru trees this way lands should have greater value in survival and producing oxygen.  I have seen advancement on how to use the chlorophy in leaves and produce synthetic leaves that produces oxygen. 

Today looking harder

Good Day, June 6, 2016

Thank you again for all the hardships and stress.  These are the things that i might need to succeed in life.  Failure is part of success but what is success is.  Everyone wants to be successful but they dont know how to be successful or what does it take to be successful.  I have a lot of ideas and imagination and everyday i try my best to find and look ways to do it.  Small things add up to being great and being consistent.  Living this kind of life sometimes is a bit boring cause your not able to do the one you love most everyday.  They say doing nothing is wasting time and its worst than wasting money.  I am currently 32 years old still considerably young but up ahead there are a lot of crossroad in which we would cross and move forward to.  Finding way to keep positive and feel positive is really difficult but i think its manageble.  I have big plans to uplift our life and change the fate of our family into greater and better.  Having more money and earning a lot more is the key for me to say i have live a ful life.  

Getting older everyday and continue to learn from all my mistake and experiences help me be the man i am today.  I may not have traveled and be friend a lot of people in this world but i know that i had friend all the most important ones.  

Everyday its hard to find something i like and love.  Finding positive things to lookforward to is the current thing i am having trouble finding.  I really hope that one day,  i could find a way to earn a lot of money and at the same time enjoy everything i have earned and eventually be happy for everything i have accomplished.