Today with start of the end of my days

Good day july 4, 2014,

Thank you for always giving me hope but this time i think i run out of hope.  I know and understand that others might have greater problems than me nor depressed beyond my own set of dilema and fustration.  Life should be live with colors and happiness.  I now find my life meaning not really enough to sustain me.  I know the problem but i seems cant find a good sensible logic to accept this fact. Others just take what they can take while others harm the ones who make.  Others dont think while they give away something they did not worked hard for.

Life is not fair but life should be acceptable.  Writing thru this blog without readers seems unpractical and not worth it,  its logical to state all my taughts and maybe one day it will shed light on how life should be.  Accepting is never easy but its killing me slowly.  My neck and head is aching hard and its seems unable to stop.  I find it that revenge is the best way to feel better at once.  The problem is that my plan might not be perfect.  It feels good hence it is the way to go.  The problem is that upon doing such deed i may not solve the underliying problem and that is the society.  I choose to have shoulder this pain not to teach me a lesson but to earlier finish my life cause there is nothing worth here when i cant acheive another part of happiness.  I have a lovely wife,  good family and i have good things happening and yet i feel that taking away something i worked hard is killing me inside.  I cant focus nor think the way i was.  I only think that what ever i do is going to be worthless.  

I am ready to go, the will to lived vanished the moment i give in to good intentions.  Good deeds are never really about feeling good nor praise nor awarded.  Good deed is sensenless cause the result is bad.  I am currently experiencing blank taughts and i cant seem to focus well.  My mind is like expanding slowly and i can feel the blood flowing into my brain.  I know it will drive me to death and all the hardwork i did will be gone.  I hold on to love but it is bot as strong as they say.  In love you need to constantly supply it with money and effort and time.  Like i said Money and time go hand in hand.  As i spend time toward something i also spend money.

Money seems to be the guiding torch of everything.  They say money is the root of evil.  Evil is brought to you by men and women money is just a tool.  I would be more happy with more money.  Ten billion dollars cash is real money and that kind of money can make me happy forever.  I wont do bad with that kind of money in hand.

Today with Good Deed

Good day, July 2, 2014,

Thank you for a great sales for the past weeks and i am greatful that I got a light from everything happening to me this week.  It seems that everyone ups to get all the money that you have earn.  They seem to feels its their right to take it away base on their authority.  I am currently mediatating and trust me my head and neck is paying this meditation that i have.  Its seems to bother me a lot when i dont have enough power to stop injustice or justice thats injustice.  

Its like they intensionally took out your score cause they can.  Its like there is no rules in doing so and its the standard.  Everyone is not likely doing it for their sake also its like they are powerless and unable to counter everything.

I would still think that life should not be this way and if it is.  I may aswell leave this planet cause i cant change it nor can accept it.  

I feel like continuously feeling this way will eventually kill me.  Its for the good cause i cant handle this.  Its not in me to accept nor approve such injustice.  Kharma seem not enough to punish or give them enough conscience to change and be a better person.

I tell you all this may all the good people die and they may find peace when they die.  Its better and much more happy with it.  Living in this world that is not meant to be fair or equal seems the best way is to leave it to the people who seems can bare the goodness and hope for this kind of world.  

Today with Da Vinci

Good day, June 28, 2014,

Thank you for showing me a life that i may have.  Thank you for a big opportunity and life would be better.  Thank you that door and doors keeps opening for me to accomplished my dreams.  While this opportunities keeps on arriving.  I figured that i may be Da Vinci.  Leonardo Da Vinci the human that crearly surprises every generation in the future because of what he have accomplished in his time.  Today,  people studies his work and getting astonished on how did this ancient man think this way and his theories may not be tested but today being validated and verified in this time.  I think, Da Vinci have a gift.  The gift of imagination.  This imagination and curious mind even in his last breath gives him life.  He did all his work with passion and he dont need some validation from others that his work is the best nor he is correct.  His passion what drives his work.  His work became art.  As a human,  i admire him because he do have the knack of living his life to the fullest.  We might not know how he really lived or feel at that time.  His attitude towards people and his decisions towards his actions may not be known.  Books can only tell a story on how the writer wants the read to hear the story.  Experiencing the life with Da Vinci is never going to happen now unless we do have a time machine that could do such thing.  

Da Vinci taught us a very valueble lesson in life.  Life is short,  do not your best but do what drives you to live.  This way people would remember you and you will live a life that you cant regret.  Life is amazing and simply magnificent.  I am enjoying my life and learning a lot more as my life unfolds.  My life is like a movie that only i could see.  My life is an interactive story that changes every single second and minute.  We never should try to control life,  we influence our life the way we feel like it should be.  Life never cant be manipulated nor control.  It is us who is controlled by our life.  Its not saying go with the flow of life.  I am saying this is your life, love it and enjoy the journey cause every decision you make is yours alone.  Its a story that you think you can change but in actual those are the only choices you have at that moment the choices present.  

Today with Hire Me Google

Good day, June 27, 2014,

Thank you for a big business opportunity and business ventures that am currently having.  Thank you Google for hiring me. I would be a great idea consultant cause i keep on generating ideas.  I play diablo and Dota.  Seem passionate about getting new gadgets and how each should work.  I ma also a passionate worker that would aim to have a gola to reach.  My simple goal is make android or a device that everyone must have in all the aspect in life.  A smart phone is just smart phone cause it has all the features i want is an assistnat that could help me propel to greater heights.  I manage our own business and also do some internal meditation.  I may not have the skill for interpersonal but i could learn.  I am a introvert and loves staying at home.  It means i know what people need to make their home more interesting.  Home security is quite boring.  The idea i have that would make my home entertaining and updated is make the entertainment system automatically sync with all without set up.  Its just a UI that says permission to speak with each other would be great.  Able to send me my monthly electric consumption and bills.  Automatically pays all my bills with me autorizing every transaction that is going to be released.  Having my TV record the shows i want to watch and automatically finds all the shows and games i want to play.  Google have the power to make each appliances talk.  But communication to each appliances is not really needed cause we still do need to operate them manually.  What if we can make a refrigerator prepare us a meal that we have inside the refrigerator.  Automatically tells us that we have this for dinner cause some food might get rotten.  Automatically folds our laundry and put it in our shelves.  The laundry also knows whos shirt is each item.  It will also conducts a detailed log of each item and where each is kept.  A cabinet that would store all our devices and things carefully and would tell us whats inside each drawer.  Our water heater and aircondition unit and heating unit would also automatically set the temperature inside the home so that we would feel comfortable.  Having a smart home?  Not really having a AI able to adjust to each person needs is the key.  

Driverless cars and Google glass is cute but what we need is revolutionary.  Controling the color of each light in our room.  Able to detect how many person in a room and able to determine the sickness is what we need.  Its like making each person a king and they have a servant that would do everything for them the way they like!  A robotic butler.  That would be the best.  Jetsons idea but possible.  As i can see that japan just created a very humanoid look for an android.  This way making the brand android to the next level.  With this robotics and AI,  google could help medical to create the best android to make all handicap ready for everyday task a robocop that is not a cop but a robobutler.

This is really what each of us needs.  We should also monetize this by means of leasing the unit or renting the unit out at a yearly service and or monthly service.  This way money will continually flow.   Keep the price low enough that human might reduce their need for cable TV cause this robo could access their computer and download all the shows needed for the human to watch.  Charging and maintenance is easy is plug anf roll!!  It would also charge via solar and or station dock.  The humans also adds a service fee that maintains the humanoid butler.  This unit will forever be called android.  

I dont know how to acheive this Google,  but i know this is my idea and i know that your company have the potential to create such a device.  I am jhester Wong you know where to contact me and i am offering my ideas to work with your company.  How about 1 million dollars a year salary with housing and food would do for me.  Contract for 5 years is ok with me.  BTW the android is only connceted via intranet and that is your personal network.  This way we are sure that the droid cant be hackable via the internet

Today with Google

Good day June 25, 2014,

Thank you for a good opportunity and a great profitable day!! Earning Lots of money is very interesting!!  I have been reading and being a fan for apple.  I think my perception is too slim.  I think Google would be the better company to do the dream i have.  I do believe that their problems with different android versions makes their marketing and easy access to better features to be a hindrance.  

I have a simple solution for you google.  Make your mobile OS android a cloud base of HTTM5 processing.  They seems doing everything in the cloud hence why not make all OS be base on the cloud and let simple features be in the phone.

Notifications UI would be drawn from the cloud too.  This way everything information would be in the cloud.  The way people access or interact with the web would just be in the phone.  Its like pressing send in a google form but the button is presented differently in the cloud.  Also some apps that could be place via phone and automatically uploaded when there is a cloud. 

Updating data or information would also be seemless by letting user pick the priority of information.  Like amking the phone as primary data base in contacts and also attached the timestamp so that the program could automatically update the information in the cloud.  Another way people would opt out to but more cloud.  Google is planning to have everything run in the internet and its good idea.  They want it to run automatically.  Let the phones just be a interface and data could be transfer as soon as internet connection is detected.  

Here is my idea,  in homes like people buy appliances with androids they would have the power to control the appliances by turning it on or setting the settings of the appliances via their phone.  The data and UI would be transmitted seemlessl by the appliance to the phone.  The phone would detect the data and turn it into a UI so that the person could control the device.  This way the phone could stay light years below tech but still able to access the devices.  Ofcourse with new phones and powerful hardware the phone could communicate faster with new phones.  This way technology would be leave the same and the way we interact is changed.  

It could, change everything.  The way people interact.  Androids is just the OS, it should seemlessly run everything simple and effective.   This way apple would have a hard time saying that your android devices are scattered and cant use the latest OS update.  I have used android and the experience is too complex and too much clutter.  The services of google are simple and easy to use.  That is where the big difference is.  Androids should run simple and easy.  People wants add on let them download but with out of the box android everything should be simple and no clutter.  Using android, apps does not run smoothly.  Google should screen the apps well and only show the apps that could be installed in their devices.  Motorola is the key.  Having a benchmark for others to follow is the best.  It influence phone makers to copu the benchmark of motorolla.  This way more people could able to update to the latest software.  

Google android have more potential,  its the matter on how each looks and feel thats the problem.  The android in HtC feels different from the Android of Samsung.  They should have an option that people could switch off harware makers impromt sofware add ons and let the user have the choice to add what should be kept.  Keep it simple.  

As for mobile payments, google should buy their own bank, create a new security measure,  not finger print but a retina scan.  That way the phones know who is using and for what.  Encrypting every security data is the key.  Like the app took a photo of the person who bought an app then send it to the bank to have it recorded.  So that once the owner have complained or check who bought a certain device.

Google should also purchase GE and Ford motors.  This way they have a baseline on what google android devices should look like and feel.

Today with idolization

Good day, June 21, 2014,

Thank you for a wonderful big profitable day.  I thank you that you have given me this opportunity to let me strive.  Thank you for having me in this wnvironment to compete my ass off.  I know i am good in this situation.  I have watch NBA players describes the legends of the game.  They say legends like Michael Jordan, Charles Barkley, Shaq, Dr. J, Isaiah Thomas, Majic Johnson, Larry Bird, they will shine regardless of what era you put them in.  Its not their skills that separates them.  Its how they see the game.  Its the attitude they have to be the best.  The legends say, they will shine regardless of what era they play cause its how they work and find ways to beat the system.  Its their persistence and confidence that could beat the game.  

Analyzing this, i know i have what it takes to be like them.  Being the greatest of all times  does not mean he won the most championships.  The championships are score that have to keep score.  In terms of financial,  financial wealth is also a means of score they keep to know who is the best in earning money.  The means of increasing your self value is the key to earn big money.  I would need to see my self worth and make the best out of it and make sure that i have the skill to put up with my reputation.

The attitude towards your goal is the most important thing acheiving something and the financial gain is just your score.  Thats how i see it now.  Sales is just a number the profit is the score.

I need to find the thing that would make me financially great.  The style on how i earn wealth is the key in making more wealth.   I met with a friend and realize that his attitude towards money and how he earn money is different than others.  I find myself sane as him and i know that i vould surpass him cause the way he think is the same as me now.  The years between me and him are far ahead but i have the opportunity to make it better on my side.  Life is really great to make me able to realize this.  Thank you for this opportunity and i know i can find the best way to earn money.  

Playing a game that competes with others makes me better thru my way of thinking.  I know how to improve but gets fustrated a lot when others dont play the way it should be played cause its a team game.  The spurs won the champion ship with great hall of famers players.  What they have is not talent on i dividual skill but the talent on how they acheived teamwork on a whole new level.  Making money in this world would need me to be different.  To accomplish something others cant i should have the attitude that others dont posses.  Being persistent, passion, consistent and hardworking are only some qualities to help me.  The attitude i have is the way how i think and plan ceratin events thats how i would acheived others cant.  Its the way i think.

Today with Sowing Seed

Good day, June 18, 2014,

Today have been a very wonderful day. Thank you for this wonderful day.  Thank you that i am busy and i have task and things to do.  I thank you for the opportunity and risk that have arrived in my day.  Today is better than yesturday and everyday i feel like life is getting better and money comes easily and fast. Life never seems to stop regardless of what.  If we believed in something it will surely come true.  I believed that i would have 10 billion dollars and will continue to earn a lot of money everyday.  Thank you for this life and thank you that i found the way to live and acheived my life.  I have reach today due to the fact i appreciate every day.  Everyday went by so fast and we should appreciated each and single day the comes in our life.  

Today i planted another seed that would surely make my future even better and earn more money.  I will be a great developer and would earn lot of money in the following years to come.  Money is just a measurement on how great you ability is.  The best thing about money is that some people do have a lot of money but they dont know how to use it or they would have bad means on accumulating all that financial wealth.  In life everything should be abundant.  Abundant in all aspect in life.  Having lots of money, relatioships, health, acheievements and many more is the way to enjoy life.  Lofe is meant to be enjoyed.  So when you plant a seed thru hardship remember that in the future you will enjoy the fruit.  Life is meant to be great!!! Having lots of money and able to enjoy it the way you prefer is the best way!!