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Monday, October 31, 2011

Today with productivity

Good day October 29, 2011,

Thank goodness a long vacation is coming up. I also will get a chance to release my stress via computer games. Can't really wait for Diablo 3 to release. Tonight was exciting, but also a little bit disappointing. The stock exchange apparently goes against my read but I still am fearful of the current situation. Well of course everything will be fine and I would need time to analyze further about the market. The interesting part today is that I might be right in all but a little bit advance with my read about the market. The good thing that's coming is that everything happening gives me a more chance of analyzing the market better. Anyways, today would be a very cool day cause everything is going for a break on 4 days. I would get time to rest and give my mind something to think about.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Today with Blasting Updates

Good day October 28, 2011,

Thank you for a great sales. Loving it each penny. I was really frustrated on the fact my mother could not stand by her word. It's like accepting a contract and there are loop holes on the contract. I continued to blast updates over updates to release the emotional irritation I have inside.

I posted quite a lot and hope that everything would be fine. I got a feeling that I may not last long and would probably die soon. The only thing that might change this feeling is winning the jackpot of the lottery. I taught that my life would be longer but I guess that's just it.

Tried of people stepping and using my hardship over useless waste of money..
My hardwork will is very valuable for me.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Today with a Good Deed

Good day October 27, 2011,

I would personally thank this day for every penny I have earned and all the good things happened to me. Today I help an old lady climbing up the stairs of the LRT. In my mind she might be a pick pocket or a swindler but I still help her up the stairs with out striking a conversation with her. Other than bad thoughts I also have crazy idea that she might be God testing me so that he could give me a reward. Selfish as I am, thinking a reward after helping an old lady up the stairs is low of me. Thinking that she might be rich and would give me all her financial fortunes to me cause I was helpful. She told me while She hold my arm, she was having hard time climbing up the stairs cause her heart was hurting every time she do climb up. Little did she know I also do feel the pain in my chest from walking and climbing up a very steep stairs about 40 steps I think.

Also today I bombard a lot of Facebook status update on my wall to blow off steam. I need to release my frustrations over my mother's unfairness and my siblings incompetence. I could not say it more vaguely and yet clear enough to strike them in their hearts. I do honor agreements and respect family values. I really can't help to get irritated on the facts that my mother encourage wasteful behavior and punish people who are working hard.

It's like the government trying to help to less fortunate by punishing the rich on raising taxes. If the government favors lazy less fortunate people then all people would rather become lazy cause they promote laziness. The system of helping the poor is really wrong. You help people by teaching them to fish not giving them the fish or giving them a pond full of fish.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Today with realization

Good Day October 26, 2011,

Thank goodness the talk over various have been a success! Everything is even better. I have read a Facebook status that money can't buy true happiness. Apparently happiness is on the person's own perception and idea. He states that one will have temporary happiness through buying stuff and using money to be happy. I got to realize he was in fact correct and also wrong.

How to become happy is not about anything other people perceive as happiness. In some instances, people hold on happiness and sees it as true if it could not be replace by any material things. Here is the thing, happiness is not a state of being rather than a feeling. So when he describe happiness as family bonding and such relationship stuff one thing that he lacks is relationship and he values it more than anything else cause for him it's priceless. While for me, Money is only a means or a measurement of power and freedom. As wealthy accumulate wealth they have more opportunity to have more and enjoy life more. They might lack on social relationship but again it depends on how each person needs it. As for me I see relationships especially with relatives are Over rated. People tend to favor a relative that helps them more hence probably by financial or time. How does a person have more time? Ofcourse they got lots of money to buy time for them to spend it with their relatives or friends. People values different stuff in life and that's make it interesting. I value power and money!, else would just be whip cream and cherry. The real happiness is not being with relatives or family. Real happiness is being enlighten to the facts of life.

People needs a lot of things but as scientist define the hierarchy of needs social stuff is on the top of the pyramid of needs hence one should start from the bottom in order to reach the top. Others tend to jump from bottom to top cause when they are on top they feel happiness.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Today with bad hands

Good day October 25, 2011,

Thank you that I could have a time to think things thru. I realize my life is never going to be easy. I agreed to earn a part of my sister's wedding expense but now my mom wants me to shoulder the whole thing cause her other business which apparently manage by my brother could not earn a dime for his share. I could not be more pissed and hurt. Well the Gods have spoken for today, he gave me a shitty day. It may be my own decisions backing fire at me. I really am frustrated on how the things are going. All I want is Loads full of money but these guys are holding me back. I want to keep moving forward and do positively for my dreams. I feel that I am wasting life over thing I don't wan. I really want to have ten billion dollars. I could earn lots of money over the stock exchange and earn lots of money thru hard work and perseverance. They can't understand how I feel and they feel like i love doing these. I am really fed up and giving up. I will eventually die early due to this and my life would be a waste as I can't live my life to the fullest. Everything happens for a reason and I know what is the reason is...... To let me die at a young age. The only positive thing I see is that I got to kick God's Ass and tell him why did you not give me 10 billion dollars to live a luxurious happy life. People say its only me wanting this. I will tell the world what I want to earn 10 billion dollars and have a great life.

Just to add up my driver is an old dude who can't listen to humble and having a profitable problem free life. He drove our car towards a vendor and tilted a motor which a opportunistic bad neighbor owned and claimed the damages to me. If I let him pay, he would just borrow the money and eventually not paying me at all.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Today with Planning

Good day October 24, 2011,

Thank you for giving another day to enjoy and experience. I bet on a Lottery again, dreaming that I could win big to set myself happy and free. Money gives happiness and I want to live a very very happy life. Winning the lottery would give me an edge to earn more money to be financially independent. Well it will be a stepping stone on earning money by letting money work for you.

Investing crazy stuff and hope it will pay off. Well I lot people lose money they did not earn cause they don't know how to invest the money and let it grow to let them live off the money earned. Crossed my fingers and hope it will be a great day tomorrow caused today I won the 6/55 jackpot! Hehehehe heheheheh loving it!

Wishing it everyday....

Today with All Souls Day ....

Good day October 23, 2011,

Thank you that I was able to watch Supernatural. I enjoyed the day, even though we got an early morning argument with my mother.

I just reminded her to go slow in did disciplining our driver cause it will be hard for our business operations that I manage to lose a driver during this time. She was all up in my face she shouted and told me that who the hell am I to tell her how to manage employees where she done it a lot of times when we were small. I told her nobody is telling her how I am just telling her to lay low for the time be. That way could help me a lot in managing our business.

I felt that she was only insecure about the power she have over the employees and her position in the family. I told her again and again nobody is taking her position and she will always the boss to assure her. I got to say that I never like any position nor title cause it give us responsibility and high expectation. I would prefer having 10 billion dollars. Money gives you freedom and power! Most of all it gives you peace of mind of some sense.

I love my life especially if I have 10 billion dollars