Good day October 31, 2011,
I am thanking today for another long relaxing cool day, I really hope diablo 3 game would come out soon so that I could play and enjoy the game. I planned to buy two mac pro 15" next year for the game I know it's crazy but I really feel that I am earning a lot of money by next year cause of the investments I am going to place. My wife found out a note from my itouch about what would I like when I die.
The note goes on like this:
When I am dead:
1. No masses and stupid worthless temple shit.
2. It's ok to place fruits and Incense to pay their respect for me.
3. I hope that every day on my funeral starting at 8:30pm, 3 persons could say a 30 -45 mins speech about me.
The speech would be have guidelines
- introductory of one self
- on how they got acquainted with me
- what are the things you love/like about me
- 3 best memories about me
- how did I affect their lives good or bad
- last word and regret
- what do you wish that I could grant
4.on the last day of funeral, say one thing you'll miss about Jhester
5. On the day of burial, everyone sing a song. ( Chinese) Andy Lao on my iPod mhel knows it.
6. Good bye. Ps I got a video prepared. Watch it on the last day
End of note.
I also got to write a Nintendo phone idea on my notes planning to send it via email on the Nintendo site. I really hope they would love my idea and hire me. Well what job would I prefer probably the CEO position would be the best! Hahaha. I guess this would be another dream come true. I also like to be a game designer for diablo 3 game, they rejected my application but it give me a chance to write a game design that they might like. I hope they would hire me and create the game I designed.
USD 10,000,000,000.00
My Check
Monday, October 31, 2011
Today with being a Centillionaire
Good Day October 30, 2011,
Thank you for a start of a good relaxing day. I got home from my friends night out late. Playing a game we are fond of.... The place was new recommended by my friend Mark. The place was different and clean, the user interface and operating software was unique good. The Games are properly sorted and the games function seemlessly. I also got to watch my favorite TV shows and enjoy the day. It quite relaxing spending days like this. Being a centillionaire would be nice the whole day you could do what ever you like and spend the day how you like it. The day spend without any trouble mainly it was a non working day. Problems seems to arise when we think too much or do too much, one thing I am certain that we need lots of money to live the royal way. I don't know if living this kind of life would be boring but I know it is very enjoyable to live this life like this all the time. I want to buy a mercedes Benz , Rolex and Lots of latest computer devices. I also would want to go all over the world and experience a lot of good experiences and see a lot of cool things. Having a very high speed Internet connection and only have a job that I would love like managing investments and funds. I know being a fund manager would be fun! Imagine to decide which stocks to invest and after x duration it would grow!
Loving a very luxurious life and it's called a life. If my dead dad really understands what I am feeling he should have let me won the lottery in order for me to enjoy life to the fullest .
Thank you for a start of a good relaxing day. I got home from my friends night out late. Playing a game we are fond of.... The place was new recommended by my friend Mark. The place was different and clean, the user interface and operating software was unique good. The Games are properly sorted and the games function seemlessly. I also got to watch my favorite TV shows and enjoy the day. It quite relaxing spending days like this. Being a centillionaire would be nice the whole day you could do what ever you like and spend the day how you like it. The day spend without any trouble mainly it was a non working day. Problems seems to arise when we think too much or do too much, one thing I am certain that we need lots of money to live the royal way. I don't know if living this kind of life would be boring but I know it is very enjoyable to live this life like this all the time. I want to buy a mercedes Benz , Rolex and Lots of latest computer devices. I also would want to go all over the world and experience a lot of good experiences and see a lot of cool things. Having a very high speed Internet connection and only have a job that I would love like managing investments and funds. I know being a fund manager would be fun! Imagine to decide which stocks to invest and after x duration it would grow!
Loving a very luxurious life and it's called a life. If my dead dad really understands what I am feeling he should have let me won the lottery in order for me to enjoy life to the fullest .
Today with productivity
Good day October 29, 2011,
Thank goodness a long vacation is coming up. I also will get a chance to release my stress via computer games. Can't really wait for Diablo 3 to release. Tonight was exciting, but also a little bit disappointing. The stock exchange apparently goes against my read but I still am fearful of the current situation. Well of course everything will be fine and I would need time to analyze further about the market. The interesting part today is that I might be right in all but a little bit advance with my read about the market. The good thing that's coming is that everything happening gives me a more chance of analyzing the market better. Anyways, today would be a very cool day cause everything is going for a break on 4 days. I would get time to rest and give my mind something to think about.
Thank goodness a long vacation is coming up. I also will get a chance to release my stress via computer games. Can't really wait for Diablo 3 to release. Tonight was exciting, but also a little bit disappointing. The stock exchange apparently goes against my read but I still am fearful of the current situation. Well of course everything will be fine and I would need time to analyze further about the market. The interesting part today is that I might be right in all but a little bit advance with my read about the market. The good thing that's coming is that everything happening gives me a more chance of analyzing the market better. Anyways, today would be a very cool day cause everything is going for a break on 4 days. I would get time to rest and give my mind something to think about.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Today with Blasting Updates
Good day October 28, 2011,
Thank you for a great sales. Loving it each penny. I was really frustrated on the fact my mother could not stand by her word. It's like accepting a contract and there are loop holes on the contract. I continued to blast updates over updates to release the emotional irritation I have inside.
I posted quite a lot and hope that everything would be fine. I got a feeling that I may not last long and would probably die soon. The only thing that might change this feeling is winning the jackpot of the lottery. I taught that my life would be longer but I guess that's just it.
Tried of people stepping and using my hardship over useless waste of money..
My hardwork will is very valuable for me.
Thank you for a great sales. Loving it each penny. I was really frustrated on the fact my mother could not stand by her word. It's like accepting a contract and there are loop holes on the contract. I continued to blast updates over updates to release the emotional irritation I have inside.
I posted quite a lot and hope that everything would be fine. I got a feeling that I may not last long and would probably die soon. The only thing that might change this feeling is winning the jackpot of the lottery. I taught that my life would be longer but I guess that's just it.
Tried of people stepping and using my hardship over useless waste of money..
My hardwork will is very valuable for me.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Today with a Good Deed
Good day October 27, 2011,
I would personally thank this day for every penny I have earned and all the good things happened to me. Today I help an old lady climbing up the stairs of the LRT. In my mind she might be a pick pocket or a swindler but I still help her up the stairs with out striking a conversation with her. Other than bad thoughts I also have crazy idea that she might be God testing me so that he could give me a reward. Selfish as I am, thinking a reward after helping an old lady up the stairs is low of me. Thinking that she might be rich and would give me all her financial fortunes to me cause I was helpful. She told me while She hold my arm, she was having hard time climbing up the stairs cause her heart was hurting every time she do climb up. Little did she know I also do feel the pain in my chest from walking and climbing up a very steep stairs about 40 steps I think.
Also today I bombard a lot of Facebook status update on my wall to blow off steam. I need to release my frustrations over my mother's unfairness and my siblings incompetence. I could not say it more vaguely and yet clear enough to strike them in their hearts. I do honor agreements and respect family values. I really can't help to get irritated on the facts that my mother encourage wasteful behavior and punish people who are working hard.
It's like the government trying to help to less fortunate by punishing the rich on raising taxes. If the government favors lazy less fortunate people then all people would rather become lazy cause they promote laziness. The system of helping the poor is really wrong. You help people by teaching them to fish not giving them the fish or giving them a pond full of fish.
I would personally thank this day for every penny I have earned and all the good things happened to me. Today I help an old lady climbing up the stairs of the LRT. In my mind she might be a pick pocket or a swindler but I still help her up the stairs with out striking a conversation with her. Other than bad thoughts I also have crazy idea that she might be God testing me so that he could give me a reward. Selfish as I am, thinking a reward after helping an old lady up the stairs is low of me. Thinking that she might be rich and would give me all her financial fortunes to me cause I was helpful. She told me while She hold my arm, she was having hard time climbing up the stairs cause her heart was hurting every time she do climb up. Little did she know I also do feel the pain in my chest from walking and climbing up a very steep stairs about 40 steps I think.
Also today I bombard a lot of Facebook status update on my wall to blow off steam. I need to release my frustrations over my mother's unfairness and my siblings incompetence. I could not say it more vaguely and yet clear enough to strike them in their hearts. I do honor agreements and respect family values. I really can't help to get irritated on the facts that my mother encourage wasteful behavior and punish people who are working hard.
It's like the government trying to help to less fortunate by punishing the rich on raising taxes. If the government favors lazy less fortunate people then all people would rather become lazy cause they promote laziness. The system of helping the poor is really wrong. You help people by teaching them to fish not giving them the fish or giving them a pond full of fish.
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Today with realization
Good Day October 26, 2011,
Thank goodness the talk over various have been a success! Everything is even better. I have read a Facebook status that money can't buy true happiness. Apparently happiness is on the person's own perception and idea. He states that one will have temporary happiness through buying stuff and using money to be happy. I got to realize he was in fact correct and also wrong.
How to become happy is not about anything other people perceive as happiness. In some instances, people hold on happiness and sees it as true if it could not be replace by any material things. Here is the thing, happiness is not a state of being rather than a feeling. So when he describe happiness as family bonding and such relationship stuff one thing that he lacks is relationship and he values it more than anything else cause for him it's priceless. While for me, Money is only a means or a measurement of power and freedom. As wealthy accumulate wealth they have more opportunity to have more and enjoy life more. They might lack on social relationship but again it depends on how each person needs it. As for me I see relationships especially with relatives are Over rated. People tend to favor a relative that helps them more hence probably by financial or time. How does a person have more time? Ofcourse they got lots of money to buy time for them to spend it with their relatives or friends. People values different stuff in life and that's make it interesting. I value power and money!, else would just be whip cream and cherry. The real happiness is not being with relatives or family. Real happiness is being enlighten to the facts of life.
People needs a lot of things but as scientist define the hierarchy of needs social stuff is on the top of the pyramid of needs hence one should start from the bottom in order to reach the top. Others tend to jump from bottom to top cause when they are on top they feel happiness.
Thank goodness the talk over various have been a success! Everything is even better. I have read a Facebook status that money can't buy true happiness. Apparently happiness is on the person's own perception and idea. He states that one will have temporary happiness through buying stuff and using money to be happy. I got to realize he was in fact correct and also wrong.
How to become happy is not about anything other people perceive as happiness. In some instances, people hold on happiness and sees it as true if it could not be replace by any material things. Here is the thing, happiness is not a state of being rather than a feeling. So when he describe happiness as family bonding and such relationship stuff one thing that he lacks is relationship and he values it more than anything else cause for him it's priceless. While for me, Money is only a means or a measurement of power and freedom. As wealthy accumulate wealth they have more opportunity to have more and enjoy life more. They might lack on social relationship but again it depends on how each person needs it. As for me I see relationships especially with relatives are Over rated. People tend to favor a relative that helps them more hence probably by financial or time. How does a person have more time? Ofcourse they got lots of money to buy time for them to spend it with their relatives or friends. People values different stuff in life and that's make it interesting. I value power and money!, else would just be whip cream and cherry. The real happiness is not being with relatives or family. Real happiness is being enlighten to the facts of life.
People needs a lot of things but as scientist define the hierarchy of needs social stuff is on the top of the pyramid of needs hence one should start from the bottom in order to reach the top. Others tend to jump from bottom to top cause when they are on top they feel happiness.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Today with bad hands
Good day October 25, 2011,
Thank you that I could have a time to think things thru. I realize my life is never going to be easy. I agreed to earn a part of my sister's wedding expense but now my mom wants me to shoulder the whole thing cause her other business which apparently manage by my brother could not earn a dime for his share. I could not be more pissed and hurt. Well the Gods have spoken for today, he gave me a shitty day. It may be my own decisions backing fire at me. I really am frustrated on how the things are going. All I want is Loads full of money but these guys are holding me back. I want to keep moving forward and do positively for my dreams. I feel that I am wasting life over thing I don't wan. I really want to have ten billion dollars. I could earn lots of money over the stock exchange and earn lots of money thru hard work and perseverance. They can't understand how I feel and they feel like i love doing these. I am really fed up and giving up. I will eventually die early due to this and my life would be a waste as I can't live my life to the fullest. Everything happens for a reason and I know what is the reason is...... To let me die at a young age. The only positive thing I see is that I got to kick God's Ass and tell him why did you not give me 10 billion dollars to live a luxurious happy life. People say its only me wanting this. I will tell the world what I want to earn 10 billion dollars and have a great life.
Just to add up my driver is an old dude who can't listen to humble and having a profitable problem free life. He drove our car towards a vendor and tilted a motor which a opportunistic bad neighbor owned and claimed the damages to me. If I let him pay, he would just borrow the money and eventually not paying me at all.
Thank you that I could have a time to think things thru. I realize my life is never going to be easy. I agreed to earn a part of my sister's wedding expense but now my mom wants me to shoulder the whole thing cause her other business which apparently manage by my brother could not earn a dime for his share. I could not be more pissed and hurt. Well the Gods have spoken for today, he gave me a shitty day. It may be my own decisions backing fire at me. I really am frustrated on how the things are going. All I want is Loads full of money but these guys are holding me back. I want to keep moving forward and do positively for my dreams. I feel that I am wasting life over thing I don't wan. I really want to have ten billion dollars. I could earn lots of money over the stock exchange and earn lots of money thru hard work and perseverance. They can't understand how I feel and they feel like i love doing these. I am really fed up and giving up. I will eventually die early due to this and my life would be a waste as I can't live my life to the fullest. Everything happens for a reason and I know what is the reason is...... To let me die at a young age. The only positive thing I see is that I got to kick God's Ass and tell him why did you not give me 10 billion dollars to live a luxurious happy life. People say its only me wanting this. I will tell the world what I want to earn 10 billion dollars and have a great life.
Just to add up my driver is an old dude who can't listen to humble and having a profitable problem free life. He drove our car towards a vendor and tilted a motor which a opportunistic bad neighbor owned and claimed the damages to me. If I let him pay, he would just borrow the money and eventually not paying me at all.
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